Hi Pengu,
Our 10 years had been filled with ups and downs, precious moments
and fun times that will always be in my mind until I die.
But this year had changed us drastically. We’ve been through a long
fight about the same thing almost all the time while we were both
struggling through life – and because of that, things have gone
terribly sour between us.
For the past 3 months I have been missing you terribly – despite
me being the one to initiate the break up. This may be selfish to say,
but it was a relief that you have finally agreed to ending it with me.
For the past three months and at this moment, regrets and what ifs
go through my head. But one thing is for certain…
I don’t want to repeat the cycle. I don’t want to put more damage
to us both. Bringing us back to each other without healing could
just inflict back the pain, misunderstandings and toxicity between
us.
So please.
As much as we would love to be with each other again, let us give
ourselves time and space to heal, to think, and to move on.
Let’s just journey through the present. And I hope that in the future,
and we bump into each other… Things have gone better for us. And,
who knows what lies ahead? As I said a lot of times before, we
cannot tell the future. What we can do for now is to figure ourselves
out, learn from the outside world, and give a chance improve
ourselves. And once that happens and we meet each other again,
hopefully, things will be better.
But for now, I hope that you will find the right path for you and
may you have a fulfilling life ahead.
Thank you for everything – from the fun times to the bad times.
Goodbye.