K,
When we broke up, i thought that we’d been on the same page and that we were doing it so that you could learn to be better for me, so you could love me just as much as i’ve always loved you. Instead, you told me that you’d rather stay broken up because you liked it better not having to do relationship stuff for me. You said we could be friends but instead you constantly shut me out and although you never treated me as a priority when we were together, you make me feel like even more of a burden now. I loved you so much better than i ever loved myself and now i feel that i have nothing. You were one of those people who i never imagined living my life without, and i still can’t imagine it any other way. Every time i breathe, it hurts so deeply that all i want to do is crawl out of my skin and just be someone or somewhere else. I’d give everything i own to either be with you again or just to be somebody else do that i never have to feel pain this deep again. I never lied when i said I love you forever.
C <3