Hey there Figo, i know i’m supposed to hate you, after so many years I still ask myself, how did you just let go, how did you just move on? was it really never true?
I miss you, I miss us, I wish we could re meet, retry, recreate. I wish we could’ve been the best out there. and now i have to settle with just being, can I be your best friend then? can i be the one you run to like you always have? can i be the one you choose to be around when you’re hurting like you have done with your ex.

Last year 2022 was amazing. you were present you were there and I wanted more of it. you lied and you let me down. and it hurts so fucken much. why why could you not be honest, why cant u come through that door and be like you going with me and we go on adventure for the day we will never forget, i want to spoil you, but i cannot spoil someone who giving other women the benefit still, who is still lying to me. things are different now, and we can be better, or do you like your freedom and the fact of having multiple girls?