Heyyy…. it’s me…. 
It was somewhere in the ending of 2022 when we broke up. I thought I could move on but I didn’t. So I’d like to write a letter and get this guilt feeling off my chest, it’s 2024 and you probably don’t even care about me now but I unblocked your account on Instagram. I’ve been wanting to do this for so long but I was scared…. I blocked you on the day we broke up and now I regret it so bad. I have no idea why I thought blocking you was a good idea, and I literally can’t think of the reason why I broke up with you even though I liked you a lot. I am so mad at myself. I am so confused and it’s annoying. Why didn’t I give a proper goodbye…. I am forgetting every little reason why because you’re the best thing that ever happened to me, I just realized that, and I took it away because I was confused, scared, and selfish. I cannot forgive myself. You were the best boyfriend anyone could ever ask for, and you really don’t deserve what I did to you. I can’t explain my feelings for you in a proper manner because they’re all stirred up and it’s so hard to explain them since there’s so much to say. I just want to give you a big hug one last time and say sorry. I don’t expect an apology but I just wanna say I’ve been thinking of you a lot recently… and I hope you can forgive me.