. Letter To My Ex

I don’t want to be done just yet

July 27th, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in Still heartbroken § Posted by Mars

It’s very pathetic of me I know… Crying over something that was just seasonal. What kills me the most is that you only wanted me from May-August and though we didn’t get the chance to hit August, you’ve decided to tell me the WHOLE truth now that we’re officially done.

You’ve admitted to me that you never loved me and that I was nothing to you. You’re wallowing in your lies on social media making it seem as though I’m the crazy one. You’re showing off especially to these women making trying to show them that I am the one who’s stressing over you.

What’s killing me is that you lied to me. You freaking lied to me about every single thing you’ve ever said. Not only did you never love me, I was never the only girl. I remember asking you countless of times to tell me the truth and you continued to LIE. You can’t even look me in my face thus why you always chose to text me instead because that’s how coward you are.

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we’re just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl… year after year…

July 27th, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in It's over, move on § Posted by plainjane

I just want you to know that you were special… what did we go through? The story was over before it began? I thought you were the one – Who knows, you might still be.. but guess what I’m happily married and while I still hop on and am friends with you on facebook, it’s not fair to message me randomly and see how I am  - the butterflies come back and those feelings do too… the confusion, the guilt – I have an awesome life now with someone who cares – I’m not going to jeopardise it with someone who just randomly messages me AT 4AM, I am in bed with my husband… what did you expect or what we’re you even thinking would happen if I was awake… it’s not fair – don’t do it to me.. I can’t do it anymore…. you’re too confusing.. let me go.

xx

I wish you were still here

July 27th, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in Still heartbroken § Posted by Lei

Hi. I know it’s been 3 months since our breakup. And if you wouldn’t have broken up with me, our relationship would have lasted for 8 months now. And still counting actually if you look at it. But it’s not. You broke up with me. You know what? It’s been how many days now. And I still love you. Why is it like that? Hm? I thought we were gonna be okay since we got together again. But when you left me… Fuck. I broke into tears. It’s like I think about you every minute… I know that our breakup was official. But after that, you post so many statuses saying you’re sorry and I felt your sincerity. But it still fucking hurts. IT HURTS LIKE HELL. Besides, what hurt the most is that… you didn’t have any reason. You just… left me. Hanging. Baby, I don’t even what I did for you to treat me like this. Am I not deserving? Don’t I deserve your love?.. I know time will heal but I REALLY NEED YOUR LOVE RIGHT NOW… Where are you anyway? Are you happy with somebody else now? If that’s the case………Psh. I can’t do anything anyway. Fuck.

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Shouldn’t be writing this…

July 27th, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in Still heartbroken § Posted by Sam

I don’t exactly know what to say but I want to write something.

I saw a future with you. That was what made the break up so damn terrible, and probably why I still now get this huge mound of dirt in my throat whenever I see you. It’s been 4 months and I miss you. I miss you in the things that make me think of you; what you’d get excited over, what you couldn’t stand me doing, and what’s worst, the things I find myself interested in because of you. I’m not in love with you, I don’t love you, and I hate seeing you as it brings everything back. But I miss what we definitely could have been. Maybe we’ll meet again in the future, when we’re both different people. I’d like that.

For your eyes only.

July 27th, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in Just want to say sorry § Posted by RPS

Hi, you probably don’t want to hear from me but I cant help myself to send you an email. In this case I probably know shes right next to you reading this and if she is, say hi to her.

I just want to make myself feel free. I know how much i hurt you before and i know that you’re happy now, with her.

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The Wisdom Of Age Is Painful, But Necessary

July 27th, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in I wish you well, What I wish I'd told you § Posted by Joe

Hello, Jinxy

I have regrets and non-regrets about our six years together:

The non-regrets:

1) you encouraged me to learn to drive, which has served me well. I shudder to think about losing my driver’s license. My life is far better, for learning how to drive.

2) you (correctly) sensed that there was something a little off with me and you encouraged me to get assessments, and it turned out that I had a learning disability, and that I have ADHD. All that explained a lot about why I am the way I am.

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One last cry

July 27th, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in Just want to say sorry § Posted by Robert

MAHAL KONG JENEROSE

Matagal na din ang nakalipas pero bakit ikaw parin?

Kada makikita kita

naaalala ko yung mga oras na Masaya tayo

at mga Panahong magkasama tayo.

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You, me and the museum

July 27th, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in What I wish I'd told you § Posted by Onceuponadifferenttime

Ah my first love. It took me so long to find you. But then, after some searching there you were on september 1st. 2012. I’ve spent that whole day with a stranger who later on told me he still kept his ticket to the museum as a memory. You were the sweetest guy I’ve ever met.

Everything was “perfect” until a year and a half later. That dreadful november 30th. When my heart was broken. I felt it coming days before. I was already mentally prepping myself for what was to come. After it happened I was completely and totaly lost. I lost myself…

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I’m still in love with you

July 27th, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in Still heartbroken § Posted by Taylor

My dearest Timothy,

Hello love. It’s been six months and I’m still hopelessly in love with you. We gave it a good run; our year and four months of dating. Quite honestly, I never saw the breakup coming. I thought for sure we were soulmates.. I still do think that. TJ, I can’t sleep at night. Or be alone for too long, because all I can think about is you. Every day I pray to God that he will give you back. You couldn’t care less about me, I believe. You never answer my texts and you blocked me on Facebook. Have you forgotten how happy we made each other?

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Seeing my ex best friend again

July 27th, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in What I wish I'd told you § Posted by Nurul Atikah

Dear A,

I still remember how we became friends. You were my classmates and you started telling me your jokes and I remembered you got pretty annoyed when I didn’t tell you my name. But as days goes by, we got closer. We became more than just normal friends, we became close friends. I know well almost all the girls in our class find you adorable… well you are. Somewhere along the way, I did develop feelings for you. You called me one night and we started to talk almost everyday then. You sang to me and your voice was like music to my ears. You became my best friend. I was contented cause I knew, you would never like me more than just a best friend.

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Memories made, lessons learned

July 27th, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in I wish you well, What I wish I'd told you § Posted by ObjectOfAffection

Hey Tam,

I’m writing this letter to say thank you for some really great memories and to say some things I should have said to you while we were together.

I’m not going to apologise for anything any more as I have apologised for my past mistakes many times before and reduced myself to a grovelling mess after we parted. what I would like to do though is thank you from the bottom of my heart for some of the times we shared together and the memories I can keep forever. I’m certain at times it may have seemed as though I took you for granted, please believe me that there was never a moment I didn’t cherish.

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Memories are getting to me

July 27th, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in It's over, move on § Posted by Valory

I can’t explain how i feel seeing you with her. Everyone always asking me “how does that make me feel” when i hear that she moved in with you or that you are engage. I never know how to answer that. For so long i imagined that would be us, we talked about our future together and how we would have little kids of our own running around the house. i have learned to dealt with the fact that you have someone new in your life, but i cant help but tell myself “that used to be me” everyday i remember little things about us and since i found out you got her a ring i cant stop dreaming of you showing me that ring.

i miss your phone calls, i miss just seeing you around. i always answer the question with, i’m okay. nice ring. only i know how i truly feel. i have gone through this for so long that i hate talking to people about it because there is no point to dwelt about it. writing it down is a way of saying the things i never have the chance to tell you. someone can only take so long before they had enough. It’s over, move on already. i need to move on and stop letting memories get to me

I’m Sorry.

July 20th, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in I wish you well, Just want to say sorry, Still heartbroken § Posted by Isabel

Hey

It’s been almost 3 months since our break-up and every single day you still cross my mind. Be it bad memories or good memories, your image still lingers in me and my heart hurts so bad whenever I think of you. I admit I thought I was on my way to getting over you and that I would vow to not talk about you or stalk you on your social media sites anymore but I guess I let myself down. Just like how I let you down.

Seeing you having a blast with my friends and sharing secrets with them made me feel really left out and in pain. I hated you and them for a while (childish, I know), because I was mad that they chose your company over me and that you did nothing to show any remorse whatsoever. Then I figured that maybe I was just thinking too much as usual and that maybe you already tried your hardest in moving on in your own way; we’re just too different.

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What I wish I wrote to you

July 20th, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in I wish you well § Posted by Val

Hey, you probably don’t want to hear from me but I needed to make things right. I didn’t want to text you or do any of the media stuff because then i’m just worried about when you might just read it and I’ll just panic. In this case I probably know shes right next to you reading this and if she is, hi, I love the ring congratulations you two. I’m very happy for the both of you.

I genuinely want to apologize for the way I acted for getting in between for putting my noise where it didn’t belong clearly you love her and you kept me around because, well we both know why we stuck around each other. We were afraid you loved me since middle school it took me the end of junior year to realize I loved you and to top it off I was shy to show it to you and she came along and showed you the love you deserved. I appreciate that, if she is reading this. I really hope you take care of him.

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Love got in the way of my sight

July 20th, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in Still heartbroken § Posted by Valory

Since eight grade you were my friend my best friend. My first guy friend. The person I couldn’t stand. The one guy who helped me run when I wanted to give up on P.E. you were always there when I managed to push you away. It began with talking in class, talking on the phone as soon as we came from school to walking me half way home. I knew you as much as you knew me.

You loved me before I even knew what love meant. I never once said it to you because I didn’t want to say it out of habit. The day I finally realize I truly loved you was the day I realized I lost you. I manage to finally get the courage to tell you how I felt, but even then it was to late. We gave it another shot we had all these plans made. We were going to runaway together after graduation. You were going to kidnap me and we were going to move in together, away from everyone and start fresh where no one knew us, but first we were going to travel the world and you had planned that in every state you were going to propose.

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