. Letter To My Ex

We’ll never be happy together.

December 19th, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in I wish you well, Still heartbroken, What I wish I'd told you § Posted by snowy

Dear J,

It’s been over 2 months since I saw you last. You’re far away now. I told you to never come back, and I thought I meant it when I said it. Did I? You were the only person who ever really hurt me, but I never gave up on you. Each time you came back I was willing to drop everything to see you. But you never were able to commit to me fully.

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Heartbroken in Dallas

December 19th, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in Still heartbroken § Posted by Thoms

I don’t know what happened. We were more than best friends; we had a bond. I loved you greatly and made sure you were taken care of. I know we had our ups and downs, but the odd behavior is the thing that sets me off. But you took everything away, the love, memories, respect, and the magic and gave it to someone else. You know i miss you so much and I can’t bond with another. There’s a missing hole where my heart used to be. All i want for Christmas is you.

If only you knew

December 19th, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in What I wish I'd told you § Posted by Ro

Dearest D,

as this year draws to an end it’s hard not to remember what has been at the base of it… you.

I have been cherning and turning over in my head and heart and body for months now trying to find a way to clear, cleanse and remember our life together without me bursting into tears.

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My anger and resentment towards you

December 19th, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in Just want to say sorry § Posted by Dustin

I am sorry for the way a reacted in response to the mean and hurtful things you said to me on our drive home that night. I just wanted to know that I will always love you no matter what happens because I remember God speaking to you and me about how we were supposed to be together. He reaffirmed it the night you broke down in tears when I asked how do you know your supposed to be with me and you said because God told me, I had prayed for our relationship prior to you saying that asking him to give me a sign  that he told you to be with me and he spoke to me through you that night.

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Remembering you

December 19th, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in Still heartbroken, What I wish I'd told you § Posted by Stefani Maria

You cried on the phone at night afraid that you will lose me.You cried after you came back from La Union. What really happened there? You didnt want to buy an ofw simcard when I was to go to Macau.You never made an effort to fetch me. Unlike before.When I returned from Macau. You were not excited to see me back. Scheduled to see me several days after. You’d rather be with your friends instead.

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What I want you to know

December 19th, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in I wish you well, Just want to say sorry, What I wish I'd told you § Posted by etak

C,

Last night I drove to the grocery and bought a box of Annie’s, came home and made myself dinner, and thought of you. It’s something I’ve been doing a lot since Thursday— I wish I could stop but I can’t. I read through our text messages starting at the very beginning, from Keaton Henson, to the Halloween Party (still can’t believe you took care of me all night). As I read through them, all of the things I felt in the beginning came flooding back and I knew that I couldn’t let this go without trying. You told me that time isn’t always relevant, and although it was barely a month, what you and I shared was magic. I know things are over now, and it pains me to think that something so special has faded. But despite the past few weeks and all that has happened, my feelings remain. This is a letter containing all of the things I want you to know and should have had the guts to express to you earlier.

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who are you?

December 19th, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in What I wish I'd told you § Posted by melon

Who are you?

Its been a constant battle of just asking for an apology or just seeing how long i could go without you realising how much you were mean to me. How rude you were to me.

Who are you?

I am so shocked when you text me apology even though it was such a pathetic apology. What hurt me even more was that i was about that molly girl that you were seeing over summer. Why would i even care about you making some joke which i dont even remember you making.

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your hypegirl

December 19th, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in It's over, move on, Still heartbroken, What I wish I'd told you § Posted by j

T,

my sweet heart, my baby, my superman. all of these things you were. you cam eat a very dark time in my life. we weren’t supposed to be but somehow you managed to break through my shell. and then this…. i’m beginning to accept the fact that I’ve been dumped. i guess its hard for be because i didn’t see it coming. all i kept thinking is how great we were and how i j=had just began to trust you… trust was always an issue for us. communication was too. im ashamed to say that i believed  you everytime you told me that you loved me.

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I don’t hate you.

December 19th, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in I wish you well, Still heartbroken, What I wish I'd told you § Posted by L~Chi.

Dear R~

I don’t hate you .

Hopefully this message will seek you,

somehow, somewhere you would  probably look up this site and see this note.

and if somebody else does, well. just know I have the hardest time explaining my feelings

and this is the only way i cant cope it without crying every night suffering on this painful feelings.

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Never again

December 19th, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in I wish you well § Posted by LIsa

I will never understand you. I believe everything was a lie the friendship the relationship. I dont even know you any more. I knew dating a friend would be messy and that the risk of losing you as a friend was high BUT never in a million years did I ever expect, think or knew you would act like this…

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I Thank You For Me.

December 19th, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in I wish you well, It's over, move on, My awesome new life, What I wish I'd told you § Posted by Missexhumed

Dear S,

I know, that your life is at a tangent from mine and our world don’t collide anymore. I know, that your reason was good enough for you, but not for me. I know, that you still want to be friends actively, and meet up for hot chocolate time and again. I know that i didn’t want any sort of contact with you. I know, that i still don’t. I know, that I have moved on and am learning, how to gracefully accept your advances to friendship and i’m trying to be mature about it. I’m trying, because i know i’m capable of it. I do not understand why would you want to be friends with me, even when i make no effort and give off vibes that truly indicate that i’m done with you, entirely. Why can’t you just let me be? I don’t want to ask you to explicitly eff-o because i think it is rude. It’s like i’m playing along to this game of pseudo-friendship just because you’re throwing the dice at every turn. How do I make you stop?

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I’m still haunted by all the little things we used to do

December 19th, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in Still heartbroken § Posted by Rachel

Dear Scott

           I hear it’s good to write down your feelings about stuff. So here I am, six long months after our break-up, and crying as much as I did on Day One. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. Apparently it takes half the amount of time you were with someone, to get over them. We were together for over a year, so shouldn’t I almost be over you by now? But I’m not, I’m really not. I don’t know if it’s because you’re the first person I told ‘I love you’ to, I don’t know if it’s because I hadn’t felt that way about anyone before, I don’t know if it’s because I feel like you don’t care at all, and probably never did.

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Wasted Feelings

December 19th, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in What I wish I'd told you § Posted by Love K

I mean let’s be honest. You wasted my feelings. I loved you. I loved how you did things. I loved how you kept it real with me and how you would hang out with me and make me feel wanted. Thanks for that, but at the same time… Thank you for wasting my feelings. Thank you for all that good BS you put in my head as well. And it’s sad to say I still for you. Maybe it’s either because I’m holding on to that BS you told me back then or just the bond we’ve made. And now you say those words I’ve been waiting for: You know you still want me…. No I really don’t and I’m not sorry to say it. And now you don’t have anything to say/do w/ me. It’s your fault. I was prepared to wait for you but why be trapped in a captivity and not have any freedom to do other things. LIKE WE DIDN’T HAVE A  TITLE!!!!!! You can’t do that. UGH!! #NoLoveLost

I still remember

December 19th, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in I wish you well § Posted by crystalsprk

There’s a part of me that continues to have uncontrollable thoughts about you. It frustrates me because I’m only more aware of the reality of things.

Now you weren’t T, I guess the partial reason why it took me approx two years to get over HIM was because  of how he damaged me. You were something else though. At times, I really wonder if I still have you up on a pedestal or if it’s just the sense of unfinished business that slightly haunts me…But I can honestly say, you meant a lot to me. You opened my eyes to so much. Damn it, did you move my heart.

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The Scars You Left Behind

December 19th, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in My awesome new life, What I wish I'd told you § Posted by Kitty

Dear C,

I’m just going to start off with I know you’ll never read this letter but there are things I need to say that I never got the chance to and even though its been 3 years it still weighs on me and this is the best way I could get this off my chest.

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