. Letter To My Ex

I’m over you

August 25th, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in My awesome new life § Posted by N

For the last 2 months, I have been regretting my decision of leaving you. I’ve been wanting to call you tell you I love you, I want to be with you, I miss you. But something clicked for me. It was like I turned the switch. Those were all statements because I was feeling alone and sad.

These last few days I have been feeling so amazing and happy. Realizing that if I had called you to say that … I would have been lying to you and myself. Everyone couldn’t be wrong about you. Truth is, hon, is that I didn’t even really like a lot of your personalties and used you not wanting kids as an out. I’m sorry but that was more black and white than all the other greys.

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One and only…

August 25th, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in Still heartbroken § Posted by Cutie

I’m sorry, but I can’t forget you.

Love that cannot be

August 25th, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in I wish you well, Still heartbroken, What I wish I'd told you § Posted by YT

It’s been four months since you told me you want to break up. You gave me a bunch of stupid ass reasons why, when in fact you were already having an affair – I don’t know what you did but it doesn’t matter.

You meant the world to me. You were my sunshine and my moon, I thought about you all the time and I still do. These four years were the most amazing years of my life.

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Answers

August 25th, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in Still heartbroken § Posted by Denise

I haven’t heard from you and I don’t know how to contact you since your phone is out of service, but I really have to let this out. I don’t know if you would really care but I started talking to someone and at first I thought that I had finally moved on but I still haven’t.

I can’t even bring myself to kiss him without feeling guilty. The thought of being with anyone that isn’t you is so weird to me and it feels wrong. I keep thinking of you and it’s ridiculous, honestly, because our lives are so different now and I feel like I don’t even know who you are anymore but I still think of you all of the time.

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My Last Goodbye, Love

August 25th, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in I wish you well § Posted by TheOneThatGotAway

M,

It frustrates me that this is the only way I can convey my thoughts to you- not knowing if you will ever see this, but I had to give it one last shot. Chances are, if you are reading this, you are here for the same reason I am, and I can say “mission accomplished”. I have the slightest bit of lingering hope that something will lead you to this site, your eyes to these words, and your mind back to what we used to be.

I’m not angry at you for leaving me. I’m not angry at him because he has you and I don’t. I’m here to say that the person you fell in love with is the same person sitting here typing this message to you right now.  I admit, I had some struggles with an addiction I was fighting at the time, but, thankfully, I’ve fought through that, and I’ve been sober for over a year now.  Alcohol makes one say and do irrational things – especially when the heart is broken.  I wish I had been given the chance to explain some things to you, though.  Unfortunately, I believe some “friends” misinformed you on things.  They even got in my phone and sent you some things that were hurtful, and it was embarrassing on my part.  I would have never said those things to you. I did some stupid things, but I did not say those hurtful things. Whatever.  That’s not why I’m here anyways.

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Wish I could understand

August 25th, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in What I wish I'd told you § Posted by Wiz

C,

I still remember the first time I saw you. We were both in 6th grade. I was at the soccer fields watching my little brother play his rec league game. You were there watching a family friend play in the same game. We were both sitting on the grass, beneath our parents lawn chairs. We peered down the sidelines and made eye contact.

I’ll never forget that moment.

I was terrified of you at first. You were extremely talented and on the path to being on the youth soccer national team. We would text every once in a while throughout middle school.

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I still love you, but I wish you the best and everything you hope for, even if it doesn’t include me.

August 25th, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in I wish you well, Just want to say sorry, My awesome new life, Still heartbroken, What I wish I'd told you § Posted by Sweet Pea

Dear Paul,

I still wish we were together. There are many nights where I wish I were wrapped in your arms–that we were cuddling, kissing, or just simply enjoying each others’ company. I miss you terribly. Every single time I get a message from you, whether it’s a silly little update or you tell me some great news, my heart leaps in a grandiose triple jump. I sing when I hear from you. For quite a few hours, too. I still love you so very much. I wish I didn’t downplay my feelings for you while we were breaking up over the phone. I said, “I’m emotionally invested in you.” I wanted to say, “–But I still love you!” but I was too afraid. I wanted to say, “I don’t want to break up!” but that would have been too selfish. And I’m not a selfish person, at least I don’t think so. Although I know fighting for us to stay together wouldn’t have changed much of anything because we were going in different directions, I still think I should have fought for you, because I still loved you. And I still do love you. And I think, it would’ve meant something to you.

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I still save you the pickle

August 25th, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in Still heartbroken § Posted by r

No matter how much I want it, I still don’t eat the pickle on my plate at restaurants – I still save it for you since I know you always enjoyed it better than I would and the happiness I got from that far exceeds what I could ever get from eating it myself.

Can’t seem to move on

August 25th, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in Still heartbroken § Posted by Amy

I know we were only together a few months but I wish I’d ended it earlier – you never seemed fully invested – even though you would talk about us having a future together.  So many mixed signals.

I was happy to wait and travel round the world with you – yes i would love to get married one day but Christ, not yet! I’m annoyed at myself for acting a little insecure in the last few days of our relationship but then there must have been something bugging me to make me ask these things of you.

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I can’t stop.

August 25th, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in Still heartbroken § Posted by Nini Coco

To my darling baby boy,

I miss you, its undeniable. I miss your touch, your lips, your soft whispers, you telling me you love me..

It saddens me T, to my deepest core of how much you’ve changed. You broke my heart, May 10th 2013. I found out about her. You betrayed me in the worst way.. Then you kept on doing it.. I don’t get how you could hurt someone who loved you so much?

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I hate that I still miss you, but…

August 25th, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in What I wish I'd told you § Posted by Letter To My Ex

Hi X,

I know you don’t want to talk to me, I know I hurt you. But I need to say something so I can finally let go of you and wonder if i made a mistake by breaking off our engagement.

X I had a pregnancy scare and when I found out that it was a false alarm, I felt even more terrified because you were very clear about leaving me and giving up parental rights if I accidentally got pregnant. Babe, you are 42 and thought that you at least “man up” but I was wrong. It made me realize that I had romanticized you into something you were not. I lost trust in you. I lost trust that you would have my back.

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I don’t know what to say…

August 25th, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in Just want to say sorry, Still heartbroken § Posted by Jason B Ross

Hi Gen,

It’s been a few years and I think about you daily. I hope your life has come full cricle and things are good for you now like when you we used to cuddle close and make up dreams of the way we wanted things to be for us. I know that our past had it’s ups and downs and I know you words towards my character and who you thought I was back then where mean and lies. I was no better and for that I am sorry.

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Forever and always

August 25th, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in Just want to say sorry § Posted by BunBun

Dear Hunbun,

We haven’t even broken up yet, but our pause have been going on for about a week now. I came to realize that I need this. I need time off. I need to do all the things I want to dp before I regret it on my deathbed. We have been together since I was 14. It is a long time, but not as long as we think. You were my first love and always will be. We’d fool around, have sex and enjoy each others company. I wish we could be friends, but  that would hurt too much. I will always love you. You deserve someone who can love you better than I do. I’m not ready  to fully commit. I’m sorry. I’m going to regret this, but please support my decision. It’s a lot to ask for and it’s not fair. I’m sorry. I’ll love you forever and always.

Sincerely,

Bunbun

Still wishing

August 25th, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in Still heartbroken § Posted by Jacqueline

I love you

A part of me wishes that you love me, too

Though I know that can’t be true

When you’ve got that girl around, all shiny and new

What You Didn’t Know

August 25th, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in Still heartbroken § Posted by Jacqueline

My Dearest,

What you didn’t know, was that you were my first love. I don’t mean back in our first year of college. I mean back when we were little kids.

What you didn’t know, was that I loved you with all my heart. All those times I pushed you away, it was because I was afraid you didn’t feel the same.

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