. Letter To My Ex

Thanks, Mark

April 1st, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in I wish you well § Posted by MzM

I’ll never forget seeing you, I mean really seeing you, not just meeting you, for the first time at a mutual friend’s house for dinner. You looked at me with such intensity, such yearning, that I was momentarily taken aback.

Then you asked if I were available to date.

Though I was in a relationship at the time, my partner and I had agreed to an open relationship because he has a very low sex drive. With his blessing, I started seeing you, and what followed were three years of a wonderful courtship, filled with travel, friends, dinners, long and languid love-making sessions, play, happiness, weekends away, road trips, and fantastic times and memories.

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I don’t understand…

March 31st, 2014 § 1 comment § Posted in Still heartbroken § Posted by Ramuntxo

S.,

I don’t know what to say or even feel about you. I know I miss you deeply, you and that little dog of yours, and I would love to take you back if you ever gave it another chance. I hurt all the time, am prone to losing my shit at any moment, and I feel so alone. I don’t understand why you just decided to throw me away. All you had to do was try a bit harder to include me in your life and things would have worked out for both of us. I did nothing to deserve such treatment. I did not beat you, I did not tell you that you were worthless, I did not hold back anything from you. You had my whole being and decided to throw it away. Why? I treated you like a queen. I did everything in my power to help when I could and when I needed help from you, you turned and ran away like a child.

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Torn

March 31st, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in What I wish I'd told you § Posted by Sian

I honestly hope that we can work out the miscommunication between us because I am so torn. I am torn between logics and I am torn between emotions.

I know what I want and I know my standards but you remind me so much of myself and that is where I feel as if that I best understand you. Our ambiguity in our conversations tears me apart because it shows that we are two worlds apart and it shows that we really do not mesh.

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Scared you’ll reject me

March 31st, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in Just want to say sorry § Posted by sa

Dear Mohsen,

It is about one month and 14 days we broke up. I’m sorry, I act childish. I always pushed you away from myself, you wanted to spend hours with me and I was so selfish I rejected you all the time. Last time when I told you I am marrying another man because I was very mad at you. You always compared me with your exes and it was painful for me. I know I did wrong with you but you were also bad to me. You tried to make me jealous. I love you I will always love you. You told that you made up with that girl I do not even believe that. I love you and I cannot apologize you as I think you will reject me. I love you. Please come back.

 

When will this fade…

March 27th, 2014 § 1 comment § Posted in Still heartbroken, What I wish I'd told you § Posted by Eva

Sometimes I wonder if all of those beautiful words were lies…. those melodic promises were nothing more than some sick way of luring me into a fairytale that never was meant to come true – like Sirens luring sailors to their doom. Was I nothing more than a brief amusement, a way to dull your own pain, a way to break the monotony of your life? It feels that way.

I’m left feeling hollow, and starved – my insides clenching from the deprivation. I both crave your attention and detest my weakness at this. My heart pulses and stutters constantly when I think of you… of us. My mind wanders in an aimless path of agony wondering why I wasn’t enough again. Why was I not enough… again? It seems to be a common theme. Never enough. I’m never the choice. But somehow I’m always told that I’m great… I deserve the best. What does this mean? This oxymoron of “You’re not enough, but more than enough.” Nothing more than a polite way of kissing someone off – a nice way to try and soften the blow of rejection.

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Behind all the heartbreaks…

March 27th, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in What I wish I'd told you § Posted by JessieRivera

Dear C,

The past has been awful. To me, to us. I was amazed by how friggin fast you could move on with what we had. One day we we’re in love with each other, the next thing I knew you ignore me like I am a total stranger. I mean a year after our break up you’ll message me casually as if I’m an old friend when in fact I’m the girl you promised your forever with. How could you be so insensitive?

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With Love, Goodbye

March 24th, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in I wish you well § Posted by Joe

I wish you well. I really do. I was so angry for so long, that I forgot what you were to me. I forgot how much you saved me, because I couldn’t see past my own self-pity.

I had convinced myself that you were different. And the truth is, you were. I’ve never felt more alive than when I was with you. You and I weren’t meant to spend our lives together; just meant to spend a few months of our lives in love.

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Gemini

March 24th, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in I wish you well § Posted by Angeleigh

Dear Jeff P,

We fell in love last summer, every possible waking moment spent in each others embrace what started as perfection only turned into a love that would everlive in us. Together we were beautiful. I loved you till it hurt to sleep without you. I even loved you when you got your ex pregnant before we made it official. I didn’t care tho because u had me and we were stronger than that. But then you would not call for days at a time as her belly grew. I felt lost but I never doubted you. Figured u had to work things out and be a man in your own right … But then tragedy struck my life that fall.

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And it makes me feel so much better

March 22nd, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in I wish you well, My awesome new life § Posted by G

B,

Sometimes I feel down about the end of our relationship. Sometimes I feel sad when I see you happy and cocky. But then I remember the darker side of your life, and I can’t help but feel relieved that I am me. I can’t help but feel relieved that I am no longer remotely any part of that. I know that I am happier–truly happier–than you, and without you.

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Stuck in limbo

March 22nd, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in Just want to say sorry § Posted by Hopeless Romantic

I look through my phone everyday and it’s filled with memories. Good and bad and I just can’t help but be sad. I write with tears filling my eyes unsure of the future. I see a picture and I feel that exact memory like a hot iron imprinted on my heart. They say a picture is worth a thousand words and I can say every single word. I can remember every moment each thought slowly cutting deeper into my heart. Every time my phone rings I hope it’s you, even if it’s just a smiley face just something letting me know I’m on your mind. But it never is.

Every time I hear a car in the driveway I run to the window hoping to see you getting out of your car. I miss every moment sometimes. I guess I just took it for granted never realizing that it would be stripped away in an instant. Then being left on an island of uncertainty. Writing each message, putting it into a bottle and throwing out to the sea of pain hoping that one day to be rescued. I hope one day to see you coming to rescue me from myself.

Why, Adrian, why?

March 22nd, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in Still heartbroken, What I wish I'd told you § Posted by Munch

Dear Adrian,

I guess I should be over you by now, after all it’s been almost two years since we’re no longer together. Still, there are many things left unsaid, I never got to have a real face-to-face talk with you after our breakup. All I want from you now, is answers.

I will never understand why did you cheated on me with a prostitute, and how did you managed to keep the secret for so long. I will never understand why, when we accidentally bumped into each other after one year of no contact, you told me you loved me. Then managed to convince me to have sex with you, only to dump me again the next morning. I will never understand why you said all those mean things to me when I tried to call you again.

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I JUST USED YOU

March 22nd, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in My awesome new life § Posted by kissmyass

Dear ex,

I never expected to enter my life. For heaven’s sake you are my best friend’s step-brother. Yes, the girl who I made drunk during that night. The girl whose life become ruined partly because of me. For a very long time, I blamed my self for everything that happened to her. Hence, when you came into my life and made the sweetest gesture anyone has done for me I was more than overwhelmed. I completely fell for you.

So, even if I have all the right reasons to get mad at you… I choose not to. I was able to use you. I was able to forgive myself for the things I did because of you.

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Finally…

March 22nd, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in I wish you well, My awesome new life § Posted by G

B,

I thought it would be a lot harder than this, I really did. I thought I’d miss your eyes and your voice and your hair and your lips…

But I don’t.

I feel free to do what I want. These next few months are meant to matter. They’re meant to be fun and life changing. I’m supposed to regret bad choices and continue to make them anyway. I’m supposed to spend time with the people I want, do what I want, and be happy with myself.

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I wasn’t even worth a proper goodbye

March 22nd, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in What I wish I'd told you § Posted by Jenny

Dear Adam,

I know we’re over and there’s never going to be anything between us again, and I know you were stressed about revision and exams for uni.

But what I didn’t know is that after being together for so long you could end it in such a cruel way, with just one patronising line.

I’d always put you before me, never questioning when you didn’t reply for a day because you were busy or with friends. But secretly you were making me more and more insecure everyday. But I loved you and thought love meant being understanding, being someone’s rock when they were scared, putting your emotions before mine.

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Screw you

March 22nd, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in What I wish I'd told you § Posted by Elizabeth

Dear S,

I wish I could tell the world. I wish I could tell HER. About how we would stay up all night talking. About how we would say the same things at the same time. About how everyone thought we were a couple but we were just best friends. About how I saved your life. How I stopped you from hurting yourself by physically pulling you back and how that still has me traumatized to this day. How SHE was the one to drive you there.

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