. Letter To My Ex

I miss you

November 22nd, 2014 § 1 comment § Posted in Still heartbroken § Posted by Paul Walsh

To say I miss you is the understatement of the century.  There are no words in the human language to describe the emptiness and void I feel and no one will or can ever fill this but you. I ache so much inside for you, even passing on the bus makes my heart beat fast.

I guess now the shackles of my  abusive mother and poor childhood are now gone, I can see how I let it cloud my eyes and heart to a degree as I selfishly put my own fears and cowardice before what was important, you and the kids.  Now I can see in my loneliness just what I lost but also how blessed I was.  To have your love however briefly was a blessing only god could bestow, so maybe I don’t really believe in him and may question why I am alone on a night when I should be with you, but he did give me some time with the only person, the only woman i have loved or will love.

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I don’t want a second chance

November 22nd, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in What I wish I'd told you § Posted by A

M,

It’s been a while hasn’t it?

I guess I’m sending this because I realised a great deal about myself over the past months.

I realised that I’m not a bad person because I’m shy. But you made me feel like I was. That was my biggest problem: talking.

But at least I was honest with you. Because your opinion was the only one I needed.

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Megan

November 22nd, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in I wish you well, Just want to say sorry, What I wish I'd told you § Posted by Keaton

Megan,

Today is your birthday.  And more so than anything else I wish you the happiest birthday I can.  To be clear, this will be my last attempt.  Not to shame, blame or try to guilt you in any way.  But really a last resort because there is still so much I want to say to you.  And if you never read this I’ll understand.

I could fill your voice-mail, send endless messages and letters continuing to try to apologize for how things ended but I know it won’t do any good.   I don’t want to try to “win” you back or beg you for forgiveness. Too much has happened for an “I’m Sorry” to change how you feel now.  But the truth is that at the moment I don’t know how to stop being sorry for all of this.  I realize how poorly I handled things and I know there’s no way to take it back now.

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Strangers.

November 22nd, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in I wish you well, Just want to say sorry, What I wish I'd told you § Posted by Butters

Dear ex,

We used to talk literally everyday

I remember when I used to make you smile

Shit went downhill so fast.

I wasn’t the best me, I admit it.

You deserved so much better

Now we don’t even make eye contact

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I’m stronger…

November 22nd, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in My awesome new life, What I wish I'd told you § Posted by Tonya

You are a cruel person, Jorge.

I may have not been the easiest person to live with because of my withdrawal but I loved you unconditionally. You did not even give me a chance to show you my full potential. I am an honest, sweet, sincere, passionate, loving person, whom, mark my words, you will regret loosing.

You cast me aside like a piece of garbage. You never even had enough respect for Joseph to think about him, or discuss things over with him. This is the third time a guy is ok with up and leaving his life.

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Just one last thing…

November 22nd, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in Just want to say sorry § Posted by E

Dear Stephen,

Chances are you’ll never hear me say this in person because it just seems too awkward, but I’m writing this letter to sincerely to apologize for my actions while we were dating. I know the timing is odd but I assure you that I am not looking to rekindle the past here, but rather just let you know about the things I wish I’d said when I had the chance.

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My Last Letter

November 22nd, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in What I wish I'd told you § Posted by Sam

Dear Steph,

I really didn’t think I would write to you anymore and I didn’t know if I would ever again. But I found that I had some last words and it’s taken me a lot to even put the effort forth in typing this. I don’t expect you to understand me entirely but I have always cared for you more than anything else in my life. I am at a point with us now that I know I have to move on. But moving on for me never meant forgetting about you or not caring about you. It was the fact of not knowing what we would be or thinking about you being in my life. I can’t think about that now because frankly I know what I want but you don’t. That’s fine because you need more time and so I have to forget about that and focus on what I want. For me I moved pasted the breakup fast because I understood that it needed to happen so we could grow and learn. I’ve changed so much and what I know now will really makes me a far better man in the future. For me I wanted to reconnect with you and maybe try again if we both felt the attraction we once did. It was never going to be simple with you Steph but love will never be simple. So I guess I just have some last things to say before I let you go and discover what you want in your life. This is how I thought and what I think.

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I don’t even know anymore

November 22nd, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in Still heartbroken § Posted by MTR

BMB,

I wish I could just move on, but I can’t. I don’t know how. My life sucks.

I’ve ruined any chance I may have had for you to come back, because I could not leave you alone.

FML.

I’m sorry.

November 22nd, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in I wish you well, Still heartbroken § Posted by MTR

BMB,

I feel like that I’m betraying you. I so want to reach out to you, and tell you that I think about you all the time, but I can’t.

You broke up with me, and I now must leave you alone. I don’t do this because I hate you, I do this because I must so that I can move on.

I so hope that you will call, and say how sorry you are, and want to work things out, but you wont.

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The Purge

November 22nd, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in What I wish I'd told you § Posted by maplesyrup

Your numerous text messages made me realize maybe, just maybe, you miss me and have some stuff you need to get off your mind. Fair enuf. It got me thinking…. I too have some stuff to get off my mind:

 YOU are a fraud. Your site picture must be about 15 yrs old. You look NOTHING, absolutely nothing, like your profile picture. The first time I saw the real you, I screamed in my head. I was thinking “WHO in the f*ck is that?”

 FIX your f*cking toenails. So nasty. Dry heaving just thinking about them diggers.

 FIX your teeth. At least the ones you’ve got left. Nasty.

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I can’t forget you (part 2)

November 22nd, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in Just want to say sorry, Still heartbroken § Posted by Me

I think that i just need someone in my life. Our meeting was very speacial for me at first. The way we met and how we met was a good thing. I feel like dying without you, i need you, you’re like my air. I felt like i messed up our thing and i feel so sad. Im dying without you in this empty space and i know you will say that i have a problem. Yes i do, i have a big problem, maybe later i will say : whatever… but not now… I need to go out and met other guys but im tired of having you in my mind. :(

Ça me fais vraiment chier de faire comme si que c’étais rien quand au contraire, c’est quelque chose de dur pour moi. Je ne m’en fou pas. Trop pas, si je m’en foutais, je ne serais pas là à faire toutes ces trucs-la.

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I can’t really forget you.

November 22nd, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in I wish you well, Just want to say sorry, Still heartbroken, What I wish I'd told you § Posted by Me

Hi, you were really charming but i don’t know if im attached to the wrong guy. Your charm was hiding all the bad consequences i think. I really enjoyed the time i spend with you in your house, with your frinds. It felt new to me and nice.

Yes now, i’m alone. I’m really alone, not just a little bit. I’m also jealous that you hang out with cool people that i wish i could have hang out with too. Anyways, im jealous and i don’t feel young and fresh anymore. I need you sometimes and sometimes i just need a guy to hug me but my brain and head always goes to you. Im stuck on you and that’s my biggest problem.

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Why I still care, even when it seems, it is not there for me.

November 22nd, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in I wish you well, My awesome new life, What I wish I'd told you § Posted by CHocolate

Hey I am just in my feelings, once again i know. I really don’t know why… Everyone else seem to just go about there day and act like they don’t care about one each other so easily. I don’t know if that is how I was raised or my gene make-up but. It really does get to me sometime like. Why can’t I move on or at least act if i did? But even my family does this… I guess it is how god made me then. I have been really moving on though slowly but surely. With college and busy building up my future. Not to be wrong but I really feel I can’t take you back if you come running after I have truly started and moving. But I will always love you. Because I just did not see you as a lover, prize possession, or bestfriend. But as a actual family member as well. I usually don’t like beefing against family. So I don’t know how to really cope with the lost you gave me and I have been acting weird, (not myself.)

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I’m sorry to myself

November 22nd, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in It's over, move on § Posted by Jaelyn Tracy

Sometimes I reminisce about our old times and get sad, other times I get angry and I just want o punch you in the face.

I think the hardest part of loving you, was just that. Loving you took so much time and effort out of me and I found that after our relationship I felt as if I was broken and just ran a 100 mile race.

I can’t say that our relationship was a complete mess. Because I can finally say that I am over you for once. I used to never think that I wouldn’t ever be able to say that again, but ever since you cheated on me with my best friend, you opened my eyes.

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What? I do get it but then I don’t.

November 22nd, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in Still heartbroken, What I wish I'd told you § Posted by K

Dear T,

Well it has been about 5 months since we have broken up. I miss all the times when we would hang out. I miss all the “I love you”s and I really miss the silly conversations we used to have.

I just would like to say I miss all of you. No not in the dirty way, you silly little people. :P Well anyway, we have all the same friends and it is kinda awkward when we are all hanging out…..

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