. Letter To My Ex

You helped me breathe new life and for that, I thank you more than you ever will know.

January 30th, 2015 § 0 comments § Posted in I wish you well, Just want to say sorry, Still heartbroken, What I wish I'd told you § Posted by Joshua Hatfield

You know who you are. You left abruptly a week ago. I was blind and I didn’t see it coming. But it happened and that’s okay. I just want to thank you for it, because it really put things into perspective and taught me life’s most important lessons:

- Never give up on yourself.

- Never let go of what you love.

- And never take the little things for granted.

I failed to do all of those while we were together. It was my fault and for that I apologize. We had started a family of adorable dogs and cats. We started talking about marriage. We started talking about kids. And then out of nowhere, I fell off the map we were trying to conquer.

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Escaping Matthew

January 30th, 2015 § 0 comments § Posted in What I wish I'd told you § Posted by India

I don’t know why I still have the urge to pour out my heart to you. I know my damage bleeding heart doesn’t mean a damn thing to you. I can’t drown out the sounds of your lying tears, the pathetic moisture that absorbed into my skin as you pleaded for another chance. So much hurt and pain you have caused me and half of it I will spend the rest of my life healing from. When a girl falls in love with a boy, she puts her entire heart, soul and body into that love. She falls in love with the softness of his lips, the curves of his shoulders, she has that longing ache of wanting to see his smile, eyes, joy in his expressions. She moves heaven, earth and hell for him only for him, her love, my love.

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I don’t even know

January 30th, 2015 § 0 comments § Posted in I wish you well, Just want to say sorry, Still heartbroken, What I wish I'd told you § Posted by .starr

You know it hurts it really does.

At times im so confused.Even though it honestly felt like a joke. The whole waiting to be together…

You will probably never read this and honestly I hope you dont, but I do need this off my chest.

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You made me love you

January 30th, 2015 § 0 comments § Posted in What I wish I'd told you § Posted by C

Dear Rob,

You were the first person I had ever dated, and you made me fall in love with you at just the young age of 15. You were a rebel, a bad boy of sorts, and I knew when I first saw you that I was intrigued. I wish I had listened to the people around me when they were giving me advise about how you were not good for me. But I was blind, you made me love you, and I couldn’t help but see all the good in you. I was sheltered from you selfishness and in the end you broke my heart not once, but three times.

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C.D.W.

January 30th, 2015 § 0 comments § Posted in What I wish I'd told you § Posted by D.J.A.

For weeks, I couldn’t bear the thought of “goodbye forever”.  I wanted so badly to appeal to you.  I wrote many, much longer letters before this one.  Each detailing a case for you to at least consider friendship as a posibility.  However, each argument I could possibly make as to why was followed by it’s own counter-argument as to why not.

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I reluctantly accept, but reserve the right to keep loving you.

January 30th, 2015 § 0 comments § Posted in I wish you well § Posted by KilgoreTrout

Dear Amber,

It has taken me a long time to process and eventually accept the idea of the end of our relationship. I just want to apologize for any inappropriate behavior, or for coming across as needy or desperate, before or after the breakup. Hopefully you understand that it’s a pretty common and natural reaction to losing something held valuable.

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Sick or healthy, I want to spend time with you

January 30th, 2015 § 0 comments § Posted in I wish you well, Just want to say sorry, Still heartbroken, What I wish I'd told you § Posted by menotyou

I don’t know how to start this letter to you.

You told me you were sick and to move on because you felt I deserved more but I don’t want to move on. I care about you.

So sick or healthy I want to spend time with you, closing me out of your life when your reason isn’t lack of caring or either of us doing something to hurt the other isn’t the right thing for either of us.

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My heart is ripped in two and one half is still with you

January 30th, 2015 § 0 comments § Posted in Just want to say sorry, Still heartbroken § Posted by r.a.

It hasn’t been that long since we separated. But it feels like an eternity. Everywhere i go, and everything i do, reminds me of us. Every movie i try to watch just puts an image of you in my head. I feel lost without you. You’re perfect for me. I never would’ve thought it would go this far. I can’t believe i did something so horrible. Its literally painful to bare with the fact you’re never coming back. Ill never be able to hold you while we sleep. Or comfort you while you weep. My heart is ripped in two and one half is still with you. I cant picture myself with anybody else. You’re all i ever wanted and all i ever needed.

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Confused

January 30th, 2015 § 0 comments § Posted in Still heartbroken, What I wish I'd told you § Posted by Rachel

Dear Ray,

I’ve fought with myself over whether or not I should write this and give it to you for a very long time; but I’ve decided that I need to. I am aware this is avery long letter with a lot of information in it, so I hope you will read the entire thing. I’m seriously confused by you, and I need you to do me a solid and clarify some things. Before I begin, I write this with the thought in the back of my mind that your mom may read this, as she did the last. With this said I will do my best not to paint a negative image, however it will be difficult because it is not necessarily a pretty picture. I would also like to say that my intention is not to make you mad, so before you read this please keep that in the forefront of your mind. There are four things I need to tell you in this letter and three things I need and or want from you.

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Hello, it is me you’re looking for…

January 30th, 2015 § 0 comments § Posted in I wish you well, It's over, move on, Just want to say sorry, What I wish I'd told you § Posted by a

Hello. These are the five letters in sequence which I could have written to you in the depths of unconsciousness and now, they feel so odd. So out of place.

Hello. I don’t quite know where to start. I hope you are doing well, and I wish every day that you are fine. That you have forgotten the pain I caused you, and that you have forgiven me for ending our relationship and breaking your heart.

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I am lost.

January 30th, 2015 § 0 comments § Posted in Still heartbroken § Posted by Natalia

Hi Paul,

It’s been a week since you last contacted me and this week has been an agony…

We ve been so happy together, all this time, I am rememnering our first meeting, how well we were getting along from the very start, good time we had in Moscow, Cologne, Spain, London…Our New Year`s eve, your birthday, our plans, our talking on skype every night about everything and nothing…Only on Thursday last week you were planning to buy a dishwasher when I move in with you and on Friday I was receiving nasty messager from YOUR cell from your ex wife, who is MARRIED…

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Umaasa pa din ako

January 30th, 2015 § 0 comments § Posted in What I wish I'd told you § Posted by mhey

Alam hindi ko tlga maintindihan kung bkt ang bilis m akong nakalimutan..pero ganun p man umaasa pa din ako na magkakaaus tau alang alang man lang sa magiging baby ntin.. Sana bumalik kna skn kc kailangan k nmin ng magiging anak m..umaasa pa din aq na pag gicing m bukas marealize m na aq pla ang mahal m..ang skt lng makita ka na masaya sa feeling nia hbng aq naghihirapan sa pagbubuntis sana nmn magkarun k ng kunting awa..

First Crush, First Love, First Break-up

January 23rd, 2015 § 1 comment § Posted in Still heartbroken § Posted by Lsin

It didn’t seem all that long ago when I asked you out on the fateful night, almost everything about our meeting I would describe as fateful. I still remember, fighting with my nerves to confess I liked you, the pounding of my heart, when I awaited your response, the overwhelming joy, when you said yes. Everyday I spent with you was in happiness, I loved you; you were everything to me, my happiness, my joy, my girlfriend.

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us

January 23rd, 2015 § 0 comments § Posted in I wish you well, Still heartbroken, What I wish I'd told you § Posted by eg

Hey

This is the hardest thing I’ve had to do. You were with me for such a large part of u life you were a central part of it. You were everything I’m sorry I couldn’t show you I thought I was but I never did connect with my emotions well. I thought that always being there for you and telling you could show you that I was wrong. You realised the truth that I’m not good enough and the effort isn’t worth me and I know that I just beloved it when you said all those beautiful things but me you made me feel like a real person with no problems who’s mind was normal and was in love thank you. I’m really sorry about us I’m sorry about being me as well I tried to be the best I could. I’m.Not going to say everything I did because it wasn’t good enough. I’m glad you’ve found him and he makes you happy he is a great guy. I just wish he was me.  I still believe that were ment to be we know so so much and know how to help I’ll always be here in the background I hope you remember me you were and still are perfect and I’ll always be here. I love you still always and forever I miss you I miss you so much

generally, titles are a waste of time

January 23rd, 2015 § 0 comments § Posted in Still heartbroken § Posted by Supahotfre

A word,

its pretty difficult to express how i feel now. Honestly, im not even sure anymore.

I have a girlfriend now and a brand new life. its been around 4 years since i had you with me as hard as it is for me to believe that when i say it out loud. Time for me has come to a standstill. its almost as if i live in a vacuum of time and space all alone. i was angry with you for so long, i wished that you never existed. I went out of my way to make you pay for my pain with your tears and it seemed like every apology you served to me felt just as empty and hollow as the last.

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