. Letter To My Ex

Our Short Lived Love Story

October 28th, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in Still heartbroken, What I wish I'd told you § Posted by Taylor

Dear Vincent,

Since you refuse to see me and everyone is tired of hearing me talk about it, I have no choice but to write a letter here. Hopefully this will help me get over it once and for all, but who knows.

I want to start with how mad I am at you. We both mutually agreed to end it, yet I feel that isn’t what you are telling people. You are probably telling them how I tried to control you, yet in reality I was trying to get myself involved. You may never see it that way, but thats how it was. I was never trying to dominate you because lets be real there is no dominating you. So yes, Im pissed off that Im forever going to be perceived as the bad guy in your family for something that ended on equal terms. Im also mad how you refuse to make an effort with me. You are the one who still said we were best friends still and always wanted me around, yet you told me today to “leave you alone”. I don’t understand what made you change your mind. Everyone thinks its absurd that you refuse to talk to me because that would be the best thing to do at this time.

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Loving You From Afar

October 28th, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in Still heartbroken § Posted by S

Darling,

For me, there was no one but you. I had never adored anyone like this in my life. You were handsome and smart, but most of all, the way you cuddled me was something that is forever etched into my memory.

You were much older than me, but I did not care. I loved you so much. You were my first love, my first kiss, and the one I lost my virginity to. You were so, so good to me every step of the way.

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Why can’t I at least be angry at you?

October 28th, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in Still heartbroken, What I wish I'd told you § Posted by Napoleon

Dear Josephine,

I know you don’t love me anymore but it still hurts. They say that ends are beginnings in disguise but I haven’t decided whether or not I want to be reborn and live again. When I try to remember our good times together, I hear your voice say “I don’t love you anymore” over and over again over the phone. I remember the last time I saw you in person, how cold your eyes were, how fruitlessly I searched for a glimmer of recognition inside of them. I remember how your lips felt like stone against mine. It still feels like this entire thing is a bad dream, and I can wake up at any moment to call you and tell you all about it.

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You broke my heart.

October 28th, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in Still heartbroken, What I wish I'd told you § Posted by SJB

ALC,

You are the only person that I have ever cried that much over. Dude, I was willing to quit my dream program, get a job, and rent us an apartment. In a way, you telling me to not quit college was sweet, but then you should have found a way to stay here when you’re 19 years old if you truly loved me. There are a few things that I am going to be blunt about.

1. Love doesn’t cheat

2. Love doesn’t lie

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Boo

October 28th, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in My awesome new life § Posted by YourBaby

I can’t and won’t let you back into my life ever again. Bye!

How did we get here from there?

October 28th, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in Still heartbroken, What I wish I'd told you § Posted by cid

My always and forever love,

I just do not even know where to begin with this letter. I know you hate being alone, you have always told me that and after our divorce you went back to the one that put us through living hell. But  you didn’t keep it long, you moved her in to what was our house, our bed, and then came back for me wanting me back. I came back, but with sickness, depression set in at the thought of her in that bed. The bed consumed me, I couldn’t get out of it.

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You’re a thousand miles away

October 28th, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in I wish you well, Just want to say sorry, Still heartbroken § Posted by Fleetwood

To my ex-

I guess it’s fair to say you were never really mine to begin with, but I feel compelled to say that I’m sorry for everything that ever happened between us. When I first met you, it started off with an apology, and it ended bitterly with one, too. But in between those two times, you filled me with such bliss. You were absolutely, and irrevocably my best friend and I loved you unconditionally, to the moon and back, to the ends of the Earth, anyway I could’ve loved you, I did. Your hands wrapped around me made me feel like I could fly. Oh my God, where did all of this go wrong? I’m sorry. I’m so sorry for all the harsh jokes I made; you knew I was only kidding. And your laugh was the most beautiful sound I’d ever heard. All the pain I’d ever felt just melted away when I heard your voice….and I was blind when I was with you. Too blind, in fact, to notice that you loved me. But now that you’re gone, I came crashing back down to reality and I shattered into more pieces that a broken window. All I have is myself to blame. I should’ve seen how wild you were about me, but now you won’t even spare a passing glance. I miss us and you were never even mine.

I’m sorry

October 28th, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in Just want to say sorry § Posted by Kookie J

Dear Nathan, I just want to say I’m sorry for hurting you with my impulsive actions and poor attitude, I truly cared for you and you have taught me a lot, it is hard for me to let it all go and move on but I have done just that, I do not lump you in a category of men that have hurt me, and I deeply regret treating you as if you were there to harm me, I cannot take it back and I cannot change the past, so many things remind me of you, and so many memories I have if how I acted poorly have helped drive me to change everyday, I am sorry I became so drunk with rage, it wasn’t your fault I was the same with everyone when I came back home. I have since been in reform and have traced back the root cause of my bitterness in hopes of becoming a better woman for another man someday, im sorry I lashed out at you on pinger that day, I was just frustrated at idiotic things. I’m not all better and I’m not all perfect I’m young and I have learning to do but I’m glad I met you and I’m glad you jump started the healing process for me, I wish you the best in finding your wife and raising a family with her …thank you.

Sorry to my friend.

October 28th, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in Just want to say sorry § Posted by Nesta

I am really sorry if I hurt your feelings in anyway. I really regret anything that I did, that made me lose such a great friend. Its been  long since we talked or even had a friendly chat and it saddens me to realise that i am the reason for breaking this friendship. I understand that i gave you too much attention which you werent comfortable with considering the busy schedule you have everyday. That was so selfish of me and I agree with you that it was wrong. I should have understood you and am sorry. I wish you would find it in your heart to forgive me and be good friends again. I promise I wont ask for too much. Please forgive me because I AM SORRY AND I MISS U.

The last letter that I write about you

October 28th, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in Still heartbroken § Posted by SJB

“Romeo,”

I still can’t believe that you gave us up! I did everything for you! Hell, I was about to quit college for you so we could start our lives together. You never loved me..in fact you probably still live in Shady Springs.

Goodbye liar,

“Juliet”

Why?

October 28th, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in Still heartbroken § Posted by Myrannda

Patrick (not your actual name),

How can you live with yourself? I trusted you! Damnit, I even shared my diagnosis of autism with you& you cheat on me again? I gave you my heart& you metaphorically threw it in the trash!I wanted to give you everything! I would have been honored to make love and marry you. I thought we were Allie& Noah, but thanks to you I feel like a dumbass for ever listening to you. Goodbye& thanks for giving me false hope and breaking my heart.

I’m sorry.

October 28th, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in I wish you well, Just want to say sorry, Still heartbroken, What I wish I'd told you § Posted by Me

Dear A.L.G,

I’m sorry. I miss you, so damn much. I fucked up so badly.. If I could take it back, I would. I wanted, and still want to spend the rest of my life with you. You are the most beautiful girl I have/will ever know… Inside and out. The thing that kills me the most is that I made you feel guilty by saying I didn’t trust you completely… When really, that was only a few days short of me cheating on you; for the first time. I don’t know what I was thinking.

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lol

October 28th, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in My awesome new life, What I wish I'd told you § Posted by b

Dear B,

lol because I should hate you, but I don’t. I think about you still and Facebook stalk you on the reg. I want you to know what it’s like. I wish you knew who I was now. Mostly because I know I have become so much better without you. I realized that I was infatuated with you. Yes, I loved you, but I think I was somehow more obsessed with you.

It’s funny because now that I’m in college, I see how much you needed me. I was your crutch who reminded you of home and that you would always be okay. At first, I was upset and angry because I didn’t have you to be my crutch. But baby, I know I don’t need you as a crutch anymore. I am learning to love my whole self without you there to be the other half. I will never know if that’s why you kept me around..just to hold your hand and keep you company on breaks at home. Quite honestly, I just don’t care. I couldn’t care less because I’m nothing like that girl that held your hand.

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I thought wrong

October 28th, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in What I wish I'd told you § Posted by elleshim

I can’t believe that you LIED to me this whole fucking time we were together.

I told you from DAY 1 that HONESTY is one of the most important qualities I need in a man.

Yet, you lied, and CONTINUED to lie.

You need to take a huge fucking look at yourself and why you’ve failed at your last relationships.

I’m GLAD we broke up now. I wouldn’t marry – hell, I wouldn’t date – someone who I knew was a liar.

I thought I knew you, but I guess I didn’t.

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Thank you

October 28th, 2014 § 0 comments § Posted in I wish you well, What I wish I'd told you § Posted by K.

Dear M, I loved you and still do, but it hurts to know that, that wasn’t enough. You wanted something from me that was so sacred and should be shared with your soul mate, but you didn’t respect that enough. So when I don’t give you what you want you slowly start to fall back. I always ask myself if you really loved me. Sometimes people tend to overuse the word love when they want something. I wanted you to be someone that I know would always be there for me and never try to play games with me. But you simply wanted something that would please your sexual needs. You know I’m not like the other girls, which is why you always come back to me. But why come back if your going to leave? You hide  so much things from me and make me look stupid in front of my so called “friends”.You swear that I don’t know the things you do when I’m not around, especially with my “friend”. This was the last straw for the both of you. But it’s okay, I just want to say thank you for this experience and I never would’ve found myself if you never did what you did. I hope you and her or you and “them” are happy. I’m done here I love you. Take care.