December 9th, 2013 § § Posted in Still heartbroken § Posted by Claire
Its only been 3 days since I last heard from you, but I know you’ve moved on, I just didn’t think it would happen so soon. I’m used to speaking to you everyday so this silence is killing me. I know if I text or call you won’t answer. Is this your coping mechanism or did you really not care?
Seems so stupid really…. an intense relationship that wasn’t meant to be from the start. You’re much younger than me and only spend 3 months of the year here. But I fell for you hook line and sinker. Guessing you didn’t have the same feelings as me.
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December 9th, 2013 § § Posted in What I wish I'd told you § Posted by Isha
Not-so-dear anymore ex-lover,
It’s unfortunate that my beautiful mind is still contaminated by thoughts of you. What your fucking problem was is still a big nagging mystery. I had accepted that I made mistakes, apologized for them, and corrected them too. Once again, sorry for asking you to try a new food, to give me a call every few days, and to express your opinion on a subject, because doing any of that would totally violate your personality. If you couldn’t truly forgive me and give our relationship another chance wholeheartedly, why did you keep leading me on? Hypocritical much, after boohooing that you’ve been led on and shit on by every chick you’ve tried to pursue.
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December 2nd, 2013 § § Posted in I wish you well, Still heartbroken, What I wish I'd told you § Posted by Letter To My Ex
I’m not sure how to begin this, and I feel somewhat selfish writing this letter so long after our breakup. I feel like I should just be an adult and get over it. I should be able to recognize when something is over and accept that and to accept that I can’t change it. If you were any other girl, I likely could accept it, but you’re not any other girl. You are Becky; Becks; BB; and, at one time, baby. Regardless of what I call you, all those names are just ways to refer to the girl I love and I love you an immense amount. Over many months, I’ve come to realize this love is unconditional. When you get mad or ignore me, I don’t love you any less. Yes, it hurts and I don’t enjoy it, but my love for you stays strong. I cannot control my love for you. It’s also why I can’t give up on you. I could never give up on family because I love them unconditionally. I also can’t give up on someone I think about every day. I love you unconditionally Becky and I think about you each and every day.
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November 16th, 2013 § § Posted in What I wish I'd told you § Posted by Seasonal
Hey,
So I saw you Saturday. Such an awkward run in, but not completely considering I had just had a dream about seeing you days before. The crazy part is that all of this just came on…It has been a very long while since I have thought of you, but last Tuesday (when I had that dream), it really struck a chord within me. I wrote it down because it was so powerful and it continued to resonate throughout my entire day. Just a few days later, I saw you. I saw you and I pretended I didn’t because what would I say?
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November 16th, 2013 § § Posted in Still heartbroken § Posted by Mark Fletcher
I will tell you na lang what happened since we broke up. I’m pretty sure you will realize how unfortunate I am. Oh well, yung nung isang araw, girls won’t never understand boys when it comes sa pride. They say ma-pride daw ang mga lalake. Nung tayo pa and you were prepared already, pinalampas ko yun. Nung nag-break tayo, ininis kita so you could move easily and I think I succeed. I just realized na naiwan akong mag-move-on and it’s close to lossing.
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November 13th, 2013 § § Posted in I wish you well § Posted by Z
I always told you that I met you at a time when I felt I needed change… You made me so happy, and the fact that you encouraged me to go after my dreams made me fall for you even more..
When I moved back, I was so excited about the idea of having you around me – from skype/random trips to NY/DC that left me crying…to actually waking up next to you [& the Chinese landlord that always complained whenever you tried to do the Insanity workout on his wooden floors lol].. It was such a struggle but those days were some of my best moments with you.
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November 13th, 2013 § § Posted in Still heartbroken, What I wish I'd told you § Posted by Liz
So I saw a guest speaker in class today and it made me think a lot about past things etc. and I started to realize that I need to talk to you whether you like it or not to tell you some things.
One, I hope you are happy, I just wish you would have found it sooner. I wish that you would have ended things sooner with me so that you could be with her and I would have never had to deal with her attacking me over and over again for two years. I also wish that you would have ended things sooner so that I wouldn’t have put so much effort into something for someone that wanted someone else the whole time, but ultimately I hope you figured out what you wanted now and are happy. I wasn’t fulfilling something that you need her to, so I hope you figured that out.
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November 13th, 2013 § § Posted in What I wish I'd told you § Posted by Mom
Dearest Darling Baby,
I had a dream. In the yard, I dug up a time capsule and opened it…opened up all the memories of you, love and all the hopes and dreams I’ve ever written.
Today you would be a senior in high school, planning senior pictures and trips, college and work. I would give you a hug and kiss…hand you this time capsule and show you everything in it. But I cannot. I will write this story, this letter, and hope you will understand because I love you so much.
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November 13th, 2013 § § Posted in Still heartbroken, What I wish I'd told you § Posted by Blair
Being cheated on, is one of the worst feelings in the world.. No matter what I do, or say to try to move on never works! I tell myself everyday.. “Today is a new day, and I am going to move forward.” Only to find myself the next day in the same problem, thinking the same thing, and feeling the same way.
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November 9th, 2013 § § Posted in Still heartbroken § Posted by Kendyl
I don’t know what I did. but i’m worried. i’m worried about you, i’m worried about us & i’m worried about me. because i’m having mixed emotions. I wish I knew what I did wrong. you won’t talk to me at all, or even look at me in person. is it because there is someone else? or you just don’t want to be with me. I like you, I really do. & I want to be with you.
I just want to know what’s going on. i’m sorry for what I did. I don’t know what I did do. but, I love you with all of my heart. you’re perfect to me. too sweet for me to handle. everything about you just comes together so perfectly to make you. your looks are a bonus to me. i’m willing to do anything to keep us together. I don’t want to be without you. I know I pushed you away. & I hate myself for doing that. just understand that you’re very special to me.
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November 9th, 2013 § § Posted in I wish you well, My awesome new life, What I wish I'd told you § Posted by Emily
Joe,
8 years it’s taken for our pointless relationship to fall apart. We discussed children and then found out we were 4 months already. I knew you weren’t the same person during labour, when we were sent home and told to rest. When I panicked and said I’m dying you were rude and snapped to go to sleep. That is not the way you speak to you loved one in the middle of there biggest transition of their life. I was scared, I wanted reassurance. You gave me the cold shoulder and turned the other way.
You were horrible to me once we were home with the baby. I believe you were grinding me down so that I’ll end our relationship. You wouldn’t put our babys safety above the feelings of your aggressive dog. You didn’t want me to breastfeed so told me it’s no better then formula. And making nasty comments about the baby fussing at the breast. It didn’t take long to fall out 100%, you stopped coming over to see us. When we split you waited for me to do it. After that you wouldn’t have any contact about any of it apart from baby.
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November 9th, 2013 § § Posted in I wish you well, Just want to say sorry § Posted by The Real Crazy One
What was I hoping from you? Why was it so hard to let go?
A deep, close friendship/relationship where we could tell each other anything. Where we could always have each other’s backs. Where there would be mutual give and take. Where we’d invite each other places and draw closer to one another’s friends and family. To feel the warmth and welcome of your home and family. To be the one to write you letters once you finally achieve your Mormon mission dream. To have been there in your hobbies, interests, and you in mine. To do it all together.
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