May 21st, 2013 § § Posted in I wish you well, It's over, move on, What I wish I'd told you § Posted by Dead.
Dear ______,
How are you?
It’s been a month and a half since you ended it and I’ve had some time to think. Maybe it’s best for both of us that it ended. I didn’t know until she told me you couldn’t handle the distance. It was hard on me too, I felt like a part of me was missing too on the day I got on the flight back.
I’m sorry I couldn’t keep it together when I got back, guess it dragged you down too. I know I could’ve handled the problems better, but the added stress of missing you added on to that and everything just exploded at that time.
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May 20th, 2013 § § Posted in Just want to say sorry, Still heartbroken § Posted by Say
ssebo,
Am sorry I was not perfect enough for you, am sorry I agreed to be your wife, am sorry I kept silent to protect you, am sorry I cried alone, am sorry I believed in you even when I should not have, am sorry I fell in love you with you, am sorry I wanted you to love me back, am sorry that I put your life before mine, and am so sorry that I took on the insults from everyone else, am sorry that I let you have your way with me… my wish for you remains a great life take care of yourself…
May 20th, 2013 § § Posted in What I wish I'd told you § Posted by Snuggle Buggle
Dearest Babylicious,
I have never forgotten that fleeting moment on the afternoon on February the 4th 2013, as the sun was setting behind you, illuminating thy silhouette as if an archangel herself who then smite me as I painfully and lovingly gazed upon thee knowingly for it to be my last moment with thee before that deserving blow, the darkness enshrouded my heart which burst a sunder from your angelic voice and cast aside. A part of me died right then and there.
I left after voicing hurtful words back at thee, I left my sundered heart scattered across your driveway and as I vanished westward into the dying rays of sunset. I was so cold and no amount of light could stop my body convulsing from shock.
Do you have my missing pieces of my fragmented heart?
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May 16th, 2013 § § Posted in I wish you well § Posted by Bradley
Dear Ashleigh,
I just wanted to say a few things and I found this site and figured this would be the best place to say it.
What we had was amazing and we had a lot of good times and I don’t regret any of it for a moment.
I still think about you from time to time but I am beginning to move on. Even though you thought I hated you I actually don’t at all and I know I may have made it seem that way, but trust me I don’t. I was just being stupid.
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May 15th, 2013 § § Posted in What I wish I'd told you § Posted by Cathy
Your heart was vindictive, your lies were continuous, your greed had no boundaries. You tried so hard to make me fall. You did not break me. I am still standing.
May 15th, 2013 § § Posted in It's over, move on, My awesome new life, What I wish I'd told you § Posted by Nikki
Well….I wish I told you how much I really, truly loved making fun of ykiu behind your back. Calling you fat. A pig. Sick. Slimy. Gross. Not a man nor woman. Disgusting. Absolutely vile. Get the point?
My new life is so amazing…I have this super sexy boyfriend who’s actually strong! Not a weakling like you. He has manliness, you have nothing. Have fun with your whores, I’m livin’ a new life not regretting leaving you behind.
Sure, it took getting rid of my old closest friend, but it was sure as hell worth it for my new bestie, and my sister!
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May 15th, 2013 § § Posted in Just want to say sorry, Still heartbroken, What I wish I'd told you § Posted by Hanging My Head
I tried so hard to get you to understand me. I spent hours and hours talking and listening and trying to understand and learn and I really thought that you got it. When all the shit hit the fan, I had no more energy to pour into debate with you. You are right about my shortcomings… the way I communicate or lack thereof. But I didn’t have anything left to give. I think we met at a bad time and rushed into things I wasn’t ready for. You are still loved and missed daily. I miss your intelligence and our talks. I miss laying in your arms. I hope you are able to find someone who can be what you need and what I was not able to be. I wish it could have been me.
May 15th, 2013 § § Posted in Just want to say sorry § Posted by Jaala
Dear NS,
You refuse to talk to me or to give me your forgiveness and that hurts so much. I’m sorry the walls around my heart were too hard to break, I’m sorry I couldn’t let you in, I didn’t even know how. You are/were the first man to love me unconditionally and treat me so well and I couldn’t / was unable to give you that love back.
I explained earlier part of the reasons for that, but the whole truth is I was scared to let go, to risk getting hurt. I thought you deserved better than me and I pushed you away and into the arms of another woman. I know you say it took too long for me to realise my true feelings for you and to ask you to give me another chance, but it wouldn’t have mattered if I’d called you only a day or a week later, because you were with her, you gave me no time to miss you or for you to miss me – she was your second choice, your back up plan and there was never a time where I could have begged you to come back to me.
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May 14th, 2013 § § Posted in What I wish I'd told you § Posted by Lizzie
Dear Trouble,
Your ineptitude of self awareness is amazing for a social work major. You will never get another girlfriend like me. Even with all your stupid, immature shit I was the nicest and most understanding girl there ever was. You even said it yourself if you’d remember life without your grudge tinted glasses.
The only things I ever did wrong were things you told me were fine even when I directly asked you. And when you broke up with me I was somehow supposed to have known all this stuff you never told me the truth about?
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May 14th, 2013 § § Posted in What I wish I'd told you § Posted by djohn
You broke up with me and requested a friendship. It’s only until now I feel able to be a true friend to you. But in reality, I still love you. Even though you might not have believed me down the road of the rocky relationship that we previously had, I’m really trying to be your friend out of the love I have for you. Even though it really kills me. In that month of not talking to you, I was mentally and emotionally preparing myself for this. But when I interact with you, it’s really hard to fight the urge to smile like a fool and kiss you. You are ever so dedicated, inspirational, and special to me that I can’t even fathom. My love for you transcends dimensions if not more.
May 10th, 2013 § § Posted in What I wish I'd told you § Posted by air hostess
Hey you,
I’m still in love with you. We spent 9 years together, this kind of love doesn’t go away overnight, knowing that you don’t love me anymore hurts so much and it takes so much energy just to get through the day. We always laughed together, shared our lives together, our ups and downs and secrets together. When I came home from work and you were sat on the sofa crying, telling me you thought we had grown apart, you broke my heart. It was so completely out of the blue, I had come off my birth control a month before and you knew this. To say you had felt like this deep down for a while hurts even more. I feel like such a fool.
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May 9th, 2013 § § Posted in I wish you well § Posted by Heartfelt
Hey again,
I don’t really know where to begin writing this email so I’m just going to write it all down and hope it makes sense. I have been sitting here re-watching Party Down with ***** thinking about how fucked up it is how much it bothers me for reminding me of you. I don’t know why but I just need to put it out there to have some closure on everything that we were, especially seeing how things were left off. I wanted to start by saying that what happened on EE completely shocked me. I tried my best to avoid the situation, and believe me I did not want that, but I guess shit just happened. I guess one of the reasons I need closure is because I did not have my phone for the most part when we were texting afterwards and then the conversation was deleted so I basically don’t even know what was said.
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May 9th, 2013 § § Posted in What I wish I'd told you § Posted by Bob
Thanks for the last 6 months…
Thanks so much for trying to get another women to marry you and have your children whilst telling me the same story! I actually believed we were going somewhere – you really fooled me until I found that email to her!
Thanks for letting my son get to know you and love you – it’s awesome telling him every day that we can’t see you anymore and then watching the tears roll down his face.
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May 9th, 2013 § § Posted in Just want to say sorry § Posted by AK
Ryan,
I’m sorry I wasn’t the perfect woman. I’m sorry that I wasn’t in the military like your ‘girlfriends’ were. I’m sorry that I supported you as you took your first steps into the military. I’m sorry that I wrote you a letter everyday. I’m sorry that I supported you and stayed faithful. I’m sorry that when you went off to tech that I set care packages and never asked you to take time away from your friends to Skype me. I’m sorry that I agreed to marry you. I’m sorry that I agreed to have your kids. I’m sorry that I got pregnant, most importantly I’m sorry I had a miscarriage. I’m sorry that you couldn’t see what was worth fighting for and all that I asked for in return was my best friend to promise what he promised from the very beginning to take on the world together.
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May 9th, 2013 § § Posted in What I wish I'd told you § Posted by 0739
Mahal,
It’s only this night when it finally started to sink in that the unrehearsed symphony has finally came to an end.
Regrets- I thought I’d never had any. But the fact that this is something serious compared to what has happened in the past, I felt sorry for myself for not being able to make the most out of everything I can do that night.
I should’ve hugged you the tightest way I could as I won’t be able to feel the warmth and comfort of your body again. It could have been a proof that I’m very much willing to be like Alice since your body is a wonderland.
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