It’s okay

It’s okay

It’s okay

LTME postSometimes I do want to text you, just because I miss you. Not because I want you back. I want to text you cause I miss the friend I once had. I miss the person that understood who I was. I want to text you back because I miss you, not because I want you back.
I don’t understand why you have blocked me, my friends? and even my parents who loved you like a son, out of your life. You left me for her. YOU left ME. But why is it that a year later you still have me blocked. I’m the one who had the short end of the stick. I’m the one who hasn’t jumped into a relationship since.

I must be crazy for even wanting to have any form of friendship with you. But you were my best friend for 8 years. I’m glad you have someone by your side when I couldn’t be there long distance. But it’s a stab in the back thinking you just abandoned me for her. Without a thought in your mind about how I feel. Maybe you were too much of a coward to confess you stopped loving me when we were in college because you didn’t want to be alone. But if anyone deserves to block anyone it’s me. I do hope you are doing well. But it sucks knowing you want nothing to do with me, when I was the one who got hurt the most.

4 Comments

  1. Angel 8 years ago

    Itsokay. so sad. i cri for u.

  2. marjoree 8 years ago

    I feel the same way too.. it’s been 4 years since he left me to be with a girl who is near to him . Long distance sucks . But what really sucks is that I love him with all the love that I have , believe that it will make us stay together but at the end he will leave me broken trying to pick up those pieces .. I don’t know until when but I have to move on , I don’t know how but must give it a try .. .

  3. Diane 8 years ago

    Mine also left me after 8 years… Devastation is the best way to describe it. I don’t know how a man could just leave someone after so long

    • A 8 years ago

      The same people who say they love you and choose to hurt you. Then use ‘But I love you’ as an excuse.

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