Do you know how much you hurt me? I understand you have issues it just didn’t stop the pain. You can’t stop a heart from breaking. You were my first love, my first relationship I was comfortable in. I know you had little control over it but it hurt a lot. When I asked if we would ever get back together and you said maybe it broke my heart even more because maybe 99% of the time means no. Couldn’t you have just said no or if it was a yes couldn’t you have said I don’t know maybe YES. I just can’t deal with it. Everyone in our little world thought I was going to break your heart but instead you broke mine. I still love you, I think you still love me, I hope one day we get together. Right now I need to forget and/or move on, I feel like I’m being rude right now, I’m just being honest. I guess though honesty is being rude at times.