Nic,

I just thought I would write this letter… well because I am still grieving and I was suggested to..

When you first kissed me I was so shocked and confused and I still to this day can’t quite comprehend it. When you kissed me in the spa and told me the way you felt about me I was shocked and confused. All this time trying to suppress my feelings and then you open up your heart to me. I have been doing a lot of thinking this past week since we broke up. I realized how bold and brave it was to let ourselves be so vulnerable and be open to a relationship where your heart is completely on the line. Through the pain of out parting ways I have come to conclude that I am glad that it happened, these feelings I have felt mean that I have felt deep feelings, feelings of love, hurt, emptiness and grief. All these feeling are what it is to be human. I am proud of both you and I for allowing ourselves these feelings.

I am grateful for the good and the bad times we shared.

Thank you for the roller coaster.

You will be forever in my heart.