You don’t have to respond, I just wanted to get this off of my chest.

I am writing to you because you’ve been on my mind for awhile. Although we briefly talked a few weeks ago, I still don’t feel as if I expressed exactly how I felt.

I don’t think I’ve ever liked someone as much as I like you. I know you loved me too, and that’s the reason why I’m sad; your love made me so happy. It gave a reason to wake up every day. Every day I would wake up with a smile because I knew I was going to see you. Being with you was the happiest I have ever been.

I know it wasn’t supposed to be like this. I hate how we act like we don’t have a past and that at school we would act like we wouldn’t see each other even though we both know we did. It’s sad. I wish I could talk to you again without it being awkward. I feel that since we broke up, you’ve been in my head more than when we were together because I can’t believe I let you go. I’m sorry things didn’t work and I’m sorry for this now. I can only imagine how pathetic you must think I am, but it impacted me a lot more than I expected. I know that we only dated for a few months, but I feel like it ended sooner that it should have; I let all of the little things bug me when they shouldn’t have. I broke up with you and I was the one more upset about it; you moved on and six months later I’m still sad about it. I know that this all probably sounds like a much bigger deal than what it is and what we were, but in my head it was so real. It’s taken me a long time to build back the self confidence I had and as pathetic as it sounds I’m still struggling. I know that I will not see you every day anymore, therefore there isn’t really a point in sending this, but I wanted to get this off my chest because the pain is overwhelming.

Anyway, I know that you have moved on but I just wanted to say how I truly feel because I don’t believe I really got that across last time we talked.