Dear….i know you’ll eventually read this
Oh boy, it has been almost two years hasn’t it ? So many memories are starting to fade away and so is the pain i’ve been feeling since the day u step out on me. I woudn’t say it’s complete gone and the throbbing still comes and go but atleast i don’t have look forward to it every morning like i used to. The first thing that i noticed when im starting to feel something again was hunger. I was really really hungry. Went on a fastfood eating spree and hit up everything in our zipcode like we used to and just indulged. Got my favorite and yours favorite too. That nite i ate alone and so is the following nite. Fastforward to now im not eating alone anymore. I got someone sitting across from me everynite asking how’s my day. I though the whole thing was a blessing in disguise and im glad it happened. If you are reading this i hope that you don’t blame yourself anymore because i never did. Everytime you call i sees it even though i blocked it but it still showed up on the log. I don’t want to hear that you’re sorry any more. The broken voice and the endless tears hurts me more than when you left me. I know you made a mistake, but its a mistake that we both have to live with. You’ll get through this i promise. It’s okay and it will be okay. I hope some day when the clouds and the blues are gone you’ll write a letter for me too.

Can’t wait
J