Dear ex,
The 2 years we had together seemed so perfect & I swore we’d be together forever but it looks like I was wrong. Tomorrow makes a week without you in my life & it’s been pure hell. I’m tired of crying myself to sleep & for what little a do sleep I dream of you.. I dream of you giving me false hope of ever getting back together. I can’t eat drink or think of anything else besides you. I never thought this day would come yet here we are. The last thing you said to me was “I’ll always love you” but if that was true why did you leave? Why did you have to leave the one you will “always love?” I have so many questions keeping me awake at night because I never truly got closure. You didn’t want to be with me so you left no reasons or explanations. As you can see I’m still partially shook up. Two years of being my best friend & you just leave without another word, days passed and you never called or texted asking if I was okay. But the truth is, you weren’t wondering if I was okay, you weren’t considerate of my feelings after you ended it. So here I am days later still wondering why? Why did you do this to me? Where? Where did I go wrong? How? How could this have happened to us? I’m always gonna be left with the memories of how things use to be but you seem to forget all that. You left me with lies, unanswered questions, hurt. I ponder on my future being with someone else and I’m disgusted with myself only to think I only have eyes for you & will always but you didn’t seem to think that way days after you left me liking her pictures leaving me speechless. You lead me to believe I was the only girl in your life but I guess that’s life I guess & it’s time to move on and win back my friends since I devoted all my time to you for two years & pushed them out of the picture. I hope they’ll be forgiving like I need to be with you but I won’t. Because I will NEVER forgive you for breaking my heart..
I can’t eat drink or think of anything else besides you
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