Why am I writing this? I’m angry you get to just live your life without any consequences for the way you treated me. BUT I need to get this off my chest and put my emotions into words so that I can finally LET GO and get better.
You told me my scars are embarrassing and that I need to cover them up. How could you say that to someone, let alone your girlfriend? I hate that you only showed me love when you were trying to have sex with me. When I really needed you, you weren’t there and when I was hanging out with my friends you became this clingy monster. You made me stop hanging out with all of my friends and I completely HATE you for that.
You were on and off and and on and off again and it completely fucking wore me out. You played with me like I was a rag doll. I was constantly lying to my friends and family that it was the most perfect relationship but in reality it was like I was walking on eggshells. I was so young and I was still growing up and it’s like you disrupted my path of adolescence.
I’m ready to let if all go and be happy because life is too short to let psychotic ex boyfriends ruin your beautiful life. So let’s just end this with the FINAL fuck you and also THANK YOU. I’m strong now, I know how to handle life, and I hope someday you realize what a complete fucking sociopath you are.