Dear ex,
It’s been months since our break up but I can’t seem to stop thinking of you. For five years you were my life, my love but first of all my best friend since day one. We weren’t together for that much but I was in love with you for a very long time.
Sometimes I feel like I can’t be angry at you because you took the right decision or well, I hope so. But like when I thought about all the shit we’ve been through and how we were together, I can’t believe we weren’t made for each other. I feel so pathetic saying that after all this time, like you seem perfectly fine with your decision. or you seemed fine with it until you came back to me just to run away (again) like the fucking jerk you are and start a new relationship The next week. But I guess I was being stupid right ? How could I think it was for good now ?
When I think about all of this I feel like I’ve been a toy for you.
And although I hate you most of the time, I can’t stop loving you. I can’t stop thinking about you and coming back to you each time you need me. And I feel stupid to even write this thing but, yeah. I needed this