A,

You had me at hello. Somehow, you made me feel it was mutual. It was easy to fall in love with you.
You made me laugh, and every time I layed down in your bed next to you, I felt at home. You were my home. Shelter of peace and love. And all out of nowhere, you went dark, and darker, and darker.
I gave you all of my heart, and went into this relationship ready to give all of me to you. Because I felt you deserved it.

Now, after you gave me a blank look and told me you don’t care enough about me to be with me, when you said that you have issues from the past you need to sort out, that you need to see a therapist to help you get your shit together, all of that was the worst thing that I could have heard from you as a reason for a breakup.

I loved you even when you lied to me in my face, I loved you when you’d forget I was in you apartment waiting for you while you were out with the guys, I loved you when you left me waiting in a hotel room on New Years Eve all alone, shaking and crying. I loved you.

The fucked-up, lying, secret you. The you that you so perfectly tried to hide from all your friends, simply because you thought that they would not be there for you. Well, newsflash – they will be there. I told them to be there. I asked and I pleated not to judge you and to be there for you.

I did all of that, and so much more, because of love. I hope you realise that this love is something that you will not be able to find in the future, because it was honest, it had no price tag or hidden agenda.

I just wanted you – with all your flaws to fall asleep next to every night. I wanted you to be my home and for me to be yours.

Your ex wife is a person that you need to stay away from. I know everything she did, and she will drag you down that horrible road if you go back. Do not go back. Do not give in into a 10 year old HABBIT just because it will feel easier.

It won’t be. You are a beautiful human being, who has problems like everybody else. I just want you to know that even now, that you don’t want me anymore in your life, I still love you. Even if you don’t deserve this love, my love is not an object that I can throw into garbage.

You broke my heart, it still remains yours.

A.