He called me a fucking idiot. He told me that he has someone. You have no idea how badly i wanted to run up to your house. You are always there for me. he ruined my whole life. i can never be sexual in a relationship again. ever. I cannot believe this. I’m going to forgive him because this is what he does. it is so fucking mentally exhausting. But he makes me happy. But with us, we never fought and i was always happy. I was the only girl you did not cheat on. The moment is breaks apart. Me and him. I will come to you as a friend. Because no one would want someone who cannot be sexually invested in a relationship. this breaks me. im mentally trapped. im sorry. I should have picked you the time you picked me up from him punching his windshield and me punching him. I should have chose you. This would have never happened.