When we were in Highschool . you hated your life . you were alone and hated ur frnds . . until.i came into your life . . i stayed with you thru thick and thin . . i tried to keep you happy . i stopped talking to so many people for you . i tried to make u see how much i love you . after all that . . you left . there were so mny ways we could be together . so many alternatives to the path you chose … but you only thought about yourslef . . i would’ve waited 10 20 100 years for you . . because i love you so much . and now your marrying someoneelse . .and idk y i still hurt . . when i know u left for a selfish reason . . why do i still care abt u so much . . how could you leave after 6 years of being together . . How can you be so blind that u cant see how much i changed my life for you .. even though i knw its useless eve hving feelings for you i hate myslef for missing you so very much .. even if you comeback.i csnt see any way that we can be together . . you blew it !!! . . we had everything . . and you blew it !!! . . my parents liked u . . ur parents liked me.. i loved u . . u loved me.. . then why did u go !! . . for 1.5years ive been crying . . idk how to move on . i met people but . . noone could give me the feeling what u gave . . i wish i never met you . . i wish i didnt miss you so very much . . i wish i didnt love you .