I wish I could tell you that its not a good time for me but I would love to be in touch with you again once things are calmer for me. I am so stressed now, scared if things will be fine I would like to get to know you, you inspire me, I found you so handsome..although there is something in me that doesnt allow me.
Maybe I know too you are not the one for me. Or maybe its just not the time I would like to open myself to you..you havent given me a chance to do so.
I still cant face the fact there is not going to be anything between us.
Ai..Aidan. You are lovely. Goodbye.