I miss you. I miss you more than anything. You were my (almost) first everything.. How could I be over you? I saw that you have a new girlfriend now and it felt as if someone punched me in the stomach because you were mine. We spent long summer days together and dark July nights just talking for hours upon end. How am I ever supposed to let that go? I remember when you first kissed me. We were both so innocent and your dad told you not to kiss me, but you did anyways. Remember? I felt explosions when your lips touched mine and I remember that you bit my lip because we were both so inexperienced. I tried to hide the blood from my parents because I knew that they would not approve of you kissing their daughter at such a young age. We were only twelve. I remember telling my mom that I was going to see a friend cheer during a football game, but I knew in my heart that you were playing. That was the first time that I saw you. Our eyes locked and time stood still. We became best friends and you completed me. I remember how you went to other girls, but only for a few days because you still couldn’t get my laugh out of your head. I wonder if it’s like that now, do the long paragraphs and letters that I sent you still paint a picture in your mind? does this new girl complete you? can you feel your soul aching when she is gone, even just for a few hours? My heart is in pieces without you here. I dream of you and feel sincere happiness, but when I wake up, I realize that nothing was true and I get a horrible feeling in my stomach and start to cry. Every morning it’s the same thing, but you don’t care. Maybe someday we can work things out, but for now, you are hers and I can’t do anything. I hope you’re happy.