There’s so much I want to say to you but you won’t listen and it would take a miracle for you to ever read this letter. But I think I’m writing this for myself to try to reassure myself im not the bad guy. Unfortunately in some ways I am…..I broke up with you because I was afraid of your strength even though you’d never hurt me I know that. I was also afraid of hurting you. I was texting this guy and not until after I broke up with you did I realize what I did. This guy had nothing on you! You were perfect and you loved me, and I was so stupid! I know that now. When you asked me out again I said no partly because of the other guy but it was my mom to. She didn’t want us together and you were 18 so she threatened to press charges on you if I didn’t stay away from you…but than you started ignoring me and some how she had told you… It’s killing me that your still not talking to me. Every day I think about you….and when I told you I loved you I meant it, I love you Jade. I promise I will never forget you, and no matter what part of me will always love you.