Dear Jamey

First of all didn’t think we would be here u with someone else and me being single but it’s been the past 3 yrs of going back and forth and wonder why? I gave it all, my heart, my tears my love money support for you and had ur back and I was there when you cried cuz u missed ur dad and had your back when no one else did, I know I was young when we first met I was 25 and ur were 36 u wanted a wife someone serious to be with but at the time I didn’t know what a serious relationship was cuz you were my first boyfriend I know I lied to you about having a guy as a friend but I just said what I had to say cuz u kept asking like u already if u did idky u never spoke the truth, when we broke up the first time I didn’t talk to no one and then we got back together for 2months later and then you and left me again which idky if u wanted to be with other women why not tell me

And you would of never seen me again, then you come back 5 months after and confess your love to me like no man has to and I know this time u were being serious but u just had ur insecurities always asking where I’m at and what I’m doing if u couldn’t trust me why did u. Choose to accept my request! Why! Just to waste almost two yrs of my life and you left me pregnant and then choose to stay with me after I told u I was pregnant, till I lost it cuz of the stress I was through at work being bullied and arguing with my parents and fighting with my brother and fighting with you, I had the best of times with you I grew up and started to drive even more I drove to san antiono to pick up my little brother last week , when I’m driving sometimes I wish u were by my side cuz I have more confidence when your there, at times I wish you would of talked to me about how u felt I try to keep it 100 with you. what about you I never questioned you when you would tell me about Melissa I acted like I didn’t care but to be honest I did! I did I just didn’t wanna argue just wanted to keep a smile on your face and see you happy… you think I enjoyed seeing you leave home to Tyler you think my tears where tears of joy, no they weren’t Jamey! I hated when you left I know ur kids were always first… we had some of the best times going to the valley and going to the beach was really weird

Not having you by my side when I went last weekend with the kids and my sis in law, nickoli has Grown up so much and shea started walking already she just turned 1 last month, and I rly miss your cooking and coming home to you when I get out of work and lying. Next to you when I got home …. after we broke up I was so depressed cuz I lost the. Baby I did not know that I had 5 months ago, my question is to u how u move on so quickly when you must have to talk to this woman the day you never picked up your phone when u went to Florida and Houston I would of never done that to I always repeat the last voice mail you left me In April and your bitching like always but That’s all I have from you at times I would wait by the front porch and sit there and think about you pulling up to my front yard

TBH I had forgotten you till 5wks ago

After we have been broken up for 3 months when a week before you went snooping through his Facebook he found me and I was happy he requested me on fb cuz I have no friends Jamey do you know how that is I loose my good friend how would
Of you liked it if you lost Dennis that would be the worst thing in the world, when y’all have been friends since y’all were younger, the real reason why I’m writing To tell u how I felt , I would feel heart broken to tell you that I’m still in love with you! knowing it’s to late Jamey it’s to late! My worses fear you asking her to be your wife when it should of been me

I know you keep unblocking and blocking me on fb when I know u feel scared to see if I moved on, when I haven’t I talk to my cousin about us and all he told me was to pray so I do