I thought the best way to say goodbye would be to write you a letter,

What words could ever tell you how much you mean to me?
There aren’t enough letters in the alphabet, the day I met you my heart melted I couldn’t take my eyes off of you, you was the most beautiful thing I’d ever seen!

I came across this website when I used to try and find the ways I needed to get over you, but no matter how many websites I go on, articles I read I’ve come to understand that I will love you always and that there’s no logical steps I can take to get over you, what can I say we laughed about the most stupid things, flat fish and artichokes, just silly things that we laughed so much about and I fell for you every time you opened your mouth, speaking to you got me through every day of my mondain life, your laugh was the soundtrack to my endless days working in that hell of a place, truth is I fell in love with you at a speed I just didn’t realise was possible, there was nothing I didn’t love, everything was incredibly tense I found myself picturing a life with you, which I just never imagined would be possible? Towards the end of our relationship I could see your feelings were dying and it broke my heart every day I didn’t want to believe it, but it’s okay! Loving you whilst your no longer is okay, sometimes the pain is unbearable and sometimes I barely notice it because it’s become a part of me, if there is one thing I could say to make you feel the same, I’d say it a thousand times, I’d fight for you till I had nothing left, I hope you don’t forget the special things, the little things, because they mean the most, I know this is the end I guess you can feel it coming but you cling to the possibility of a chance just to get you through each agonsising day. I will probably love you till I’m old and grey, I will probably feel this pain everyday, but it’s worth it to know I’ve shared some amazing times with you! It’s over now and that’s okay too, but I just want you to realise how much I wish we could turn back time, to hear you say you love me, to know I was the only girl you wanted, it’s okay to let you go. I just don’t think I’d ever be ready for this moment so it’s never going to be easy. I hate the thought of a life without you but if we were meant to be it would never happen, this is pretty hard to write, but I just want you to know I love you and I always will, like a flower loves the sun. You are the love of my life and Im okay with that. I just wish I was yours. All my love and more, your girl. Livvy locket