To G,
I didn’t want it to end like this. We went from strangers, friends, best friends, to dating in a matter of a year. I thought you were a blessing from God. You helped me out of my depression. You helped me through my anxiety. And I helped you. We were there for each other. I wish I told you more often how much you mean to me. I wish I told you that I was here for you. We broke up just last night. Yet this is the worst pain i’ve ever felt. My heart feels like it’s being crushed. I don’t know why I let this happen. I knew I would end up being heartbroken but I let it happen. You were my best friend, my everything, my world. I loved you. I still love you. And that’s the sad part. I let myself get hurt. I let myself feel worthless. I never thought you could possibly bring me this much pain. I always knew it would hurt. But this is much worse than I expected. I wish you the best in the world. I wish that you find the one who can bring you the happiness I couldn’t. I wish you are successful. I wish you achieve your goals in life. I just wish you the best. Well, I think this might be goodbye. So, i’m going to say this one more time. I love you.