Dear S,

I don’t know even know where to start. My heart aches. It feels like someone took a hammer and crushed it into a million pieces. I just want you to know I’m not mad at you. I’m just upset, disappointed, and sad. I’m upset because I fell so madly in love with you. I’m disappointed because you can’t see how amazing we were. I’m sad because you got over us so quickly.

I was a fool to think that you actually wanted me. I think the hardest part for me is the memories. I can still feel your lips trace my body. I can still feel the warmth of your arms wrapped around me as we slept through the rainstorm that one night. The time you sang your heart out to me while looking into my eyes still haunts me every night. I think the worst part is, you made me feel like the most beautiful girl in the world. I hate that I let you take that away from me. I hate that I feel empty without you. The sad thing is, if you were to ask me for a second chance I would give it you despite how bad you hurt me.

I miss you. You were the best thing to ever happen to me, and for that I’m thankful for what we had.