Four years and a half. It has been four years and a half since you left me. And yet, you still hold an important place in my heart and I still cherish the first happy memories of our relationship very much.
But it seems that you have become a little too much for my heart. And I am afraid, if I leave you staying at the place you are in my heart, then I will spend the rest of my life alone.
There have only been a few lovers since you. Yet, it seems that I have not felt with them what I once felt with you. It’s funny, you have been gone for years, and you have been rude with regards to my impossibility to move on. And yet when I think about you I feel so much joy and sadness. And love.
You told me many times to “just move on”, and it may be that this time I am finally reaching that stage. There is someone new in my life. He has been so thoughtful and patient, I feel that he really deserves me opening up my heart a little more than I have done over the last few years.
But to open up to him, I have to let it go. Let you go. You will never read this message, but from the bottom of my heart, I wish you to be happy and fulfilled. Please take care.

The one who used to dance on your feet.