Dear Lewis,

We don’t have a great history to start with… It was two years since we last went out before you came into my life for the second time, you made me feel whole again. You told me I was the only girl… But I wasn’t. I was 1 of 6 girls and 2 of them were my closet friends who knew how much I love you! I didn’t realise how toxic our relationship was until it finished, why did you lie to me? Why did you say I’m the only girl? Why did you think it was funny to go behind my back and flirt with my friends? Do you know how much that hurts lewis? WELL DO YOU? I’ve cried endless tears every night trying to figure out what is so wrong with me that you had to hurt me this bad.

I will still love you until our final days on earth I just hope you are happy with her now and I hope you know that I’m not just some side B*tch you come to when she doesn’t want to sleep with you… I’m not a second choice.

Goodbye, Lost.