Love is conditional

Love is conditional

Love is conditional

LTME-postSuddenly all the love you did was gone forever. I did every single thing I could to make this relation work again. I did every efforts I could do to get us back. What you gave in return was just ignorance and nothing else. I am going through a very bad time and you too know that. You should know that you are a very greedy person. Never happy with whatever I did. Never praised me for what I did. Never. You just had complaines for me every single time. No one could have ever done this much without expecting anything. You don’t know how much efforts I have done to just make you feel special. What I got in return was just complains every single time. I am not the reason for the breakup dear. You are the only one responsible for all this. Every single time I tried to make you happy turned into a nightmare for me. I literally got scared on you birthday. But still you didn’t cared for what I did. Never did. If there are good things in a person then there will be bad things too. I get angry for some time doesn’t mean that I am a bad person. I don’t know how people can see that you still love me. Coz I can’t. You don’t know your importance in my life. That is the only reason you don’t understand my anger. I don’t know why suddenly everything becomes tough when it is related to do something for me. And at the same time doing even more tough things are easy when it comes for others. You dont understand my love and you never will. I don’t understand why do I still care so much. There were so many problems in our relationship and I tried everything I could to somehow make you happy. I care way too much and I will try to become a stone hearted person soon. I don’t want you to feel bad about all this things coz somewhere I knew that you expected a lot from me and I did nothing compared to that. Love only exist in stories. People talk about unconditional love but all of them are wrong. Love do have conditions. You have to do something to make them feel better. All my love is slowly growing into anger. I do still want to talk to you but I did way more stupid things. I hoped that you will understand but you to didn’t. Whatever you told me I didn’t share anything of that with my friends like you did. And ya please try to at least show that you are happy when someone is doing whatever he can to just make you happy. It hurts when you do a lot and still people don’t care.

2 Comments

  1. Emily 8 years ago

    That sounds like something my ex would write for me :/

  2. Meloney 8 years ago

    Love is everything

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