Everyday I try to be a good person, but when I try to talk to you , you look at me with so much hatred. When he yells at me its like I’ve been stabbed a billion times. When I look at him my heart stops for a second and I can see everything clearly for a while and then 10 seconds later it turns back into chaos. Its like when I see you I can breathe again but when everything goes back to normal its like I’m drowning and I take a single breathe of air.