I can’t be with you but will always love you. The reason why I’m not with u isn’t because I do t love u anymore, it’s because of all the broken promises. I truly believed that after what we went through, that we had a plan. You and I were going to work out ass off and start a family. But u wanted to just go with the flow and do ur short work hours and that’s it. It broke my heart. You were the only man I had in my life. I depended on you. I had plans with u. Yes I was the one to cut the ties but it was because I didn’t want to build up anger towards someone I love because they wanted a more mellow path. All I wanted was to work hard with u and be to the point where I could talk care of the kids while Daddy was at work for at least the first year. I didn’t see us getting there. You have no idea how much pain I had to go through to make the choices I did just to watch u take them for granted. I would notice how we started to grow apart and develop different interest and that’s okay. I hope that no matter what and who u end up with that yes the choices we made will be a memory to you but an ever lasting scare on me.