I fucking miss you

I fucking miss you

I fucking miss you

LTME-postHey you,
I’m currently on a fake ass fb account stalking you, lol…fucking lame ass 22 year old still madly deeply in love with you. Usually on a Friday evening like today you’d be over cooking and loving on me but instead you’re not . I don’t want to know where you’re at and with who..I mean, i do but i shouldn’t. Its not like i should care though right? I mean, you and I aren’t even dating anymore. We broke up on the 20th of last month and there hasn’t been a day where I dont think about you. Even though i allow myself to cry when i need to sometimes i dont want to, I freaking shouldn’t cry for YOU! Dude i dont even know how much or what part of what you said was true and which was a lie. All those horrible things you said about me true?? How about all the wonderful things? SEE…
I wish you were here but i know that you’re gone for sure this time. That restraining order and court coming up…well that will just assure me of it. Will I see you there? That might be the last time I get to. You probably hate me… I am sorry for my part in this huge fucking mess though. There was so much I could have prevented but I just didn’t know how to be in a relationship with you. Then your e.d problems. Our relationship was just overly complicated and I should be grateful its over but I’m not. Not yet at least.
Anyways I wish you the best and hopefully you stop doing drugs and drinking 🙂

-yours truly Gatito

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