Hi. How are you? It’s been a while since we’ve seen each other. Remember when we first met? I think about that quite often. I think about you quite often. I fell in love with you from the moment I met you. It’s been 5 years since I’ve first met you and sometimes I still think about you. We never dated but I consider you my ex. You were off and on with me. The only time you wanted me was when you needed something. I was always there, showing you that I wanted to be your girl. I just wanted to be yours for 4 and a half years of my life. Even after you used me, forced me to do something. I still wanted you and felt bad for you. I now suffer from PTSD, anxiety, and bipolar disorder from this event. I went to a mental hospital for a month getting help. Now that I’m doing okay sometimes you still like to come through my thoughts and try to take over me. But when you come through my thoughts, I write poetry. I know how to deal with it. So I just wanted to thank you for making me a stronger person. I hope you’re doing alright.

Love, the girl you never loved