I finally hate you.
Three plus long years of on again off again, with your lying , cheating, lack of empathy, cowardly, controlling behavior.
How many tears have flowed down my face? How many days have I hid my puffy red eyes behind sunglasses because of you?
Yes you- you commitment phobe selfish fuck. You lying piece of shit. I really hate you and what you represent.
I am a kind, loving empathetic woman who deserves love , safety and security from her man, not the rollercoaster of vomit you put me on and that I couldn’t slow down or stop. I could not get the fuck off it! Fuck your manipulative bullshit!
Today marks the day the rollercoaster ride is over. Please leave me alone and never contact me. You are more toxic than any other man I have ever been with. I will not make this mistake again. I will experience joy again.