I just wanted to admit that I did cheat on you. I cheated on you by going on a date with another guy I developed feelings for. I knew what we had between us was over when I did that & didn’t feel the slightest bit guilty. I have a feeling you were never completely honest with me either when you would still entertain your ex & manipulate me into thinking I was crazy for being mad about that. In all honestly I’m glad we’re over you were toxic to me. The you I started dating is completely different from the guy I broke up with. Everything you promised you’d never do you did to me like a check list. I want to hate you but in all honestly I can’t bring myself to it. You were a piece of shit to me but there were also moments where I would lay in bed and thank God for putting someone like you in my life. Deep down inside I miss you. I miss your hugs, I miss staying in with you, and I miss your laugh. I hope you find someone that treats you better than I ever could. I wish you the best I truly do. I’ll be here for you if you ever need me, even though I know you want nothing to do with me. Que te vaya bien imbécil.