Dear Tarah,

It’s been nearly 6 months since we last saw each other and almost as long since we’ve last spoken. I have remained respectful of your wishes as you stated that you needed to give your ALL into getting your son clean. Over time I realised a few things. Your reason for abandoning me was nothing but a lie. You never loved me..not ever in the 2 and a half years that we were a part of each other’s lives. You threw me away without as much as an apology. I suffered and went through yet another anguish of a broken heart but over time it has become easier to look back and realise that the problem was within you. I know that I was good to you. I gave you my best and loved you with everything that I had but no matter what it was never going to be good enough. I know what you are now. Although you would never admit that you are a covert narcissist, it is reality. The silent treatments, the ghosting..it was all right in front of me but I was too blind to see that then. I understand now. You will never be happy because deep inside you are full of misery…I don’t hate you Tarah. I feel sorry for you because you will never get to feel how magical real love can feel like. That’s so very sad. So carry on with your charade, while I carry on knowing that I can and will be a good man.