I never got to tell you how good of a wife you were I give a friend you were I never got to say nothing was your fault that it was all mine I put the blame on you to make myself feel better I prayed on you and take advantage of you like everyone else has and for that I’m very sorry I let my diction be more important than you and I watched you walk away your family was my family the only family I have the toll I have suffered from losing you your dad and your brother is beyond words but what’s more important is that you know that you are a daimond compressed by pain and suffering you endured n your life and instead of being there for you I added to that you can forgive me I’ve never truly gotten over you I hope your new life is treating you well and your happiness is well deserved you have you had your daughter on my daughter’s birthday I look at that as the only connection I’ll probably ever have with you again hold your head up chinchilla…