We go in cycles all the time..J why do we do that? If we feel so much love for eachother why can’t we just fight and be together..i guess distance and i always forget you have someone else in your life. You always linger at the back of my mind even though i tell people i’ve forgotten you..deep down you’re still my one true love and i hope i’m still yours..The things we felt, the late night calls and how i felt when we saw eachother..it was really real i know..you hurt me so much but when i think of how crazy in love i am with love..it fades away..When you contact me to say you miss me, i shut you down and push you away because of resentment..it’s not my fault J..you broke my heart into a million pieces..but when it’s healed it still beats for you regardless. 2014 was such a strange year..i always reminisce and think of the good memories and our first kiss. I wish i could see you J..i really wish i could see you again..we were too young to feel something so intense so we ruined it..I hope you’re happy..I will not text you and yes i’m still in love with you..