From a Star,

You gave me so much life before you know that right? You had a way with bringing out the best in me. You made me believe in myself when I had already given up. You believed in me and I started to believe in myself too.

And then you left.

Not a word, not a sound. Just a dry goodbye with little emotion. Everything built by us to be replaced and thrown away. You broke me in ways that no one could have before and for that I hate you so much. I hate you so much that I hoped the worst would happen to you. I hoped that you would feel the pain you put me through times 10. I hoped you would be hurt to point of no return….but that wasn’t me.

I remember telling you that if you were happy, that’s all that mattered. Your happiness was all that mattered and I couldn’t take that away from you the way you did to me. That’s because I’m not you. I’m not you and I never will be. I hope you hurt but I also hope that you’ll be ok. I hope you get whatever it is we both know you deserve deep down.

~Star