I will never understand why you did it like that, no explanations, no reasons, no nothing…. All I did was give you my all, my heart was yours.
I really dont understand, I never had closure, its been almost 5 months since you broke up with me and Im still hurting, every time I think about you my heart still hurts, every time I remember our time together my heart breaks a little. I really loved you.
You were my happiness.
People called me stupid so many times bc of you, I couldnt stop crying for days, you made those days miserable, you never reached out to me… Ever, you never asked how I was doing, you never cared not even a little, you made feel like I was nothing.
I thought you were different, I thought because you know what a heartbreak feels you wouldnt hurt me, I thought you would be at least a little considerate to me because you know how that pains feels like, I never thought you would hurt me like this, specially after everything, I was there for you unconditionally when you needed me.
I wouldnt eat, I wouldnt sleep, I cried myself to sleep for days, trying to understand what did I do to deserve that.
Im not the same person anymore because of you, and the worst thing of all … I cant even hate you, I don’t, I still care for you and I hope the best for you.