To my first love,

You broke me, and you didn’t even care. I cried for months and the next week you were talking to one of my ‘friends’ and still with her now 🙁 I want to ask you if I ever mattered? Did you ever love me like you said? Why did you tell me we would be together forever and have a family and then disappear? For 3 years, You were my best friend, my soul mate, my everything! I went to you with every little problem and now it’s like we never even existed. I always thought you would never hurt me, but I was wrong and now we don’t even cross paths. It’s like it never happened. I even thought if we ever broke up, you’d never hurt me and we’d still talk but ohh how I was wrong. My first love. My first heartbreak. I hate you yet you’ll always have a place in my heart.