I don’t know why am I writing to you! when I know it does not matter much to you and you still would not reply to my emails

I wish you could sneak into the pain that you left me with, withdrawing emotionally and feeling indifferent to what it was

I remember you telling me that eventually I will get through this.but still seems to be unreal, the connection never ceased to exist. I still dream about you … have vivid dreams about your life.

and yet I will still like to thank you for the memories you gave me, for opening up the reality that nothing stays forever.

I pray and hope you find peace for yourself everywhere you go. Ameen