Dear J,
It’s been two years since we’ve broken up. I see your face everywhere on social media. You look a lot different now than when I used to be with you. I don’t ever see us getting back together but I do constantly think about how you are and how you are doing. I’ve talked to a few guys after our breakup and I’m open to new relationships however I don’t understand why I still stop and just think about you sometimes. I will admit I had my faults and you had yours. You really hurt me but I no longer dread what has happened. I really hope you are the happiest right now and I want to thank you for loving me when you had the chance.

I never had a chance to tell you but I think you’re such a loving, caring guy. I loved how you took care of me and you stopped anything you could to see me smile. I know that I hurt you but we were so young. I was so insecure and I didn’t know what I was doing. I’m older now and I’ve experienced a lot of things since our breakup. I hope you’re well. I hope you you’re the happiest you’ve ever been. I’m excited to meet new people but I will never forget you. You were my first love and you were the first to shape my idea of what love should feel and look like.