Words, have no place in the world that I resided in with you to describe the absolutely inhumane, sinister, hurtful things you have done to me. Well, actually those words kind of do, but they don’t do the pain any justice in comparison. I know you will never see this letter A: because yours mommy won’t let you have access to a phone or internet (at 33yrs old) because of the horrible narcissistic addict you are, and B: even if you happened to stumble across this letter, there wouldn’t be a chance in the world that you would take responsibility for your own actions and consider changing not for me but for your next victim. Yes victim. I really used to think I was done weakness letting you walk all over me with your cheating and theft and lies, but I realized that I’m much stronger than I ever imagined, because I made it out alive and still with people who love and care about me. So Devan, this is where I leave it, all of the sadness, love, guilt, resentment, hatred, depression, anxiety, worthlessness, lust, everything that has to do with you I leave right here in this letter. Its too heavy to carry you with me any longer, there is too much in my future to keep anything about you with me…..i’m letting you go with lo…….i’m letting you go. Goodbye.