The more you know who you are and what you want, the less you’d feel so lost without them. So why do I still feel so empty? After a year of telling myself this was all for the best….

I am someone else now, but the past is who I am. And I can’t get rid of it or you. But there’s been so much pain. I just need it to stop. I need the hole in my heart to fill. The worst day of loving someone is the day you loose them, because in the end the only thing you have left is a hole in your heart that will never go away. Will I ever be truly healed? I can’t miss him anymore. I just can’t. I can’t wait any longer.