Kenz,
I don’t know where to even start. You first came into my life on that crisp fall day. Surrounded by our friends I couldn’t take my eyes off of you. Your bright wide smile sent shivers down my spine. The sound of your voice made me feel like a teenager experiencing butterflies for the first time. People came into my life before, but then there was you. You always made my world a brighter place. Your arms wrapped around me, hands clasped so tight throughout the night as pillow talk filled the quiet night sky. The world around us seemed to disappear and time stopped. From the countless adventures, to the lazy days we were inseparable.

I never had someone care about me the way you did. The night in Florida I knew I was falling in love with you. I was so scared I went into the pool alone to hide my tears from you. You jumped right in after me and wrapped your arms around me so tight. From that day on I knew you were my one. I just wish you felt the same. Finding out you no longer loved me was the greatest pain I have ever experienced.

I tried to hide my heartbreak the night you told me those words. But I have no hard feelings. I always told you that my one wish in this life was to see you happy. I now realize that wish is coming true. I’m just no longer by your side, but you’re always on my mind. I want to tell you I still love you. I want to tell you all the ways you make me feel. How happy you make me. But I know you’re happier now. I see the photos of you now and how you still wear that bright wide smile, and for a strange reason it brings a smile to my face.

I can never thank you enough for loving me the way you did. Even if it was just for an instant in this life. I am forever grateful for it. I couldn’t imagine my life without you in it. But now that’s my only choice to face the reality each day that you’re no longer mine. I still look at our photos and tear up, but smile and laugh to myself remembering the good times. I still want to text and call you whenever I get good news, but I know you’ll no longer respond.

You will always be my person Kenz. I live each day with hope you’ll come back into my life one day. That one day fate will lead our paths to cross once again. That one day I will be able to hold you again, arms wrapped around one another, hands clasped tight, pillow talking filling the night. No matter where this life takes me I know in my heart….there will always be you…you’ll always be my little wombat. I will always love you even if it is from a distant. You will always have my heart. 
Forever and always,
Your Garrett