I miss you more and more everyday. I know that things don’t always work out but I wish we did. I wanna be with you, I’ve always wanted to be with you. I want you when your mad, when your upset, I want you no matter what. You could hurt me a thousand times, and I’d still wanna be yours no matter what. I tired replacing you, I tried moving on and it’s just not the same. I want you, I want your kisses.. I wanna be the one you call your “girlfriend” I know you love her, I know.. but I really do wanna be with you. It hurts seeing you with someone else, maybe that makes me selfish. I don’t wanna be selfish or anything, I just want my person back. It hurts bubba 🙁 It hurts a lot. Sometimes I do think maybe It would be better If you didn’t meet me.. then I realize If you didn’t I wouldn’t be as happy as I am now. Sure right at this moment I’m sad but that it isn’t your fault, I’m just dramatic. I miss your kisses, and cuddles. I miss stealing your hoodies, and shirts, and bugging you for your sweatpants even though I know you won’t give me them. It hurts seeing her be a much better girlfriend I was to you. I can’t ever forgive myself for how I treated you, or how I made you feel. I wasn’t good to you, I know I wasn’t and you know I wasn’t. I know that I’ve ran out of chances especially since now you’ve moved on and have a perfect girlfriend, but maybe one day you’ll want me back. I hope that’s soon.. even If It’s not I’ll wait cause your worth waiting for. I love you so much, more than I can ever explain. More than anything and anyone else in this whole world. You’re the most perfect person I’ve ever met, you can never try and convince me other wise. I love you bubba.
I miss you