I was happy on my own
Yeah I was coping till you came round.
Told me you loved me bruh you lied.
You say I don’t know love guess my efforts weren’t good enough.
She left your ass now you out here defending her.
I wasn’t good enough guess that’s why I was snuck in.
Was it really necessary for you to tell me that you loved her more than me?
Did I have to know your exes name?
I’m a strong woman with no emotion, thats why I had to know that your whole family adores her.
I’m an outsider. A seat warmer. A sperm dish.
A dumb bitch.
I want all or nothing and you so minimal.
I’m too demanding when she wanted to see you every week?
You’re too broke to take me to out, but she always asked for money.
I loved you.
Care for you.
Pray for you.
Listen to you.
Made sacrifices for you.
Made time for you.
I gave you more than you deserved. Not because I was weak. I chose to be vulnerable because I love you.
But in return…

Why did I have to live under another woman’s shadow?
Why did you call all the time?
Listen to my stupid stories for ours on end?
Comfort me when I feel pain?
Get me back to life when I go crazy?
Share your problems with me?
Make time for me?
Like me so much, when you couldn’t stop loving her.
Why can’t you love me like you did her?
Why her not me?