So after many years, we kind of rekindled… or so I was led to believe.
We spent time together and had 1 amazing night together- but then you went distant and cold.
I was desperate for you which now I’m embarrassed of.. I just didnt know what I had done wrong? 

For years we could never just let one another go completely, why do you think I didnt want to meet you for so long, but stupidly I did.

I have spent the last 5 years beating myself up. I have made excuses in my head, sabotaged any bit of happiness that I could of had. Youu have always been in my head, I have spent so long waiting for you.

Well boo, not anymore.

I know you lied, all I need as proof is the number 47 and the street of where we bought our house together.

So thank you.

Thank you for finally releasing me from this torment and toruture.

I dont blame you and I dont bare any grudges, I’m just glad I know the truth as I can finally truely let go.

I wish you all the best and hope we get our happily ever after in another life time.

Part of me will love you forever but I’m happy that this is over.