Amanda I’m so sorry I ever hurt you I don’t know what to do I feel like I’m going crazy and I have no hope. These short few months seems like an eternity where I have grown to love you more than I can ever love myself. You are the world to me you are my universe and it’s all crashing down on me. Do you stings that you think I have done I have not. There’s no way to make you see The truth because all you see is what you want. I really hope that someday my name is cleared and you will understand who I really was to you but until then I have to let you look at the world with blinders on. I just hope that you get the help that you need and that I can find peace.