I wish you stayed

I wish you stayed

I wish you stayed

Over all the hours I spent making paragraphs, and so did you Chris. You left it was 4 AM and I was asleep, how could I have stopped it. I loved you dearly even if you didn’t and boy, it hurts. we lasted forever and you left so quickly without an ounce of hesitation and now you’re over me. But you meant a lot, you made me smile every day and i found light in my darkness.

The relationship was hard to keep up with but it definitely kept me. Now you’re gone bro and I can’t get you back even if i tried with all my energy you gone from me and you didn’t even care. Did you even like me? That’s the question. Or maybe i was an asshole with no life like your friends told me, idk. But i loved you and no one could stop it but your LEFT. I miss you so much that i cry and it hurts.

I used to light candles for you and counted how long it lasted just to see how long we lasted. I am so sad to the rate that i just stare. Your soul was perfect and you made me feel more than i deserved and i miss that feeling, i miss you. Please come back love i know you don’t want to but i do and i need you. I love you Chris I hope you’re doing well. You’re more than perfect.

2 Comments

  1. Chris 2 months ago

    I know that I am not your “Chris” but I came across your post looking for a friend who is hurting and for a brief moment I pretend that I was your “Chris” .
    The last thing I said to was “I will always love you ” and I’m sure you rolled your eyes.. I knew that we were not going to last and it took me so long to see that I was the problem…
    I have started a relationship with the God of Abraham, through His Son Jesus Christ and you and your family are in my daily prayers.

  2. Chris 2 months ago

    So I have missed you so much hurts. I cant take it no more the silence then nothing then no reply no answers no messages back. I need you want you have to have you why wouldnt you cone back to me? Our Lord Jesus the Christ has more plained for us. So when are you going to accept my apology and let me back into your life. Please I need to be back with you on Valorian. Well I just want you in eating for you to give me the okay to come see you. You are working in west mall correct? Love you always Chris

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