Yoo I know you no longer belongs to me but my stupid heart is still missing you and missing the relationship we had. I miss you. I Miss you too much. but I just want to say that a year ago today at 5:23pm my life changed. from that day on till July 26 you made me happy. Ever since you left I ain’t happy no more you was my happy place. I was happy with you and I got attached.

Thank you for making me laugh and smile, thank you for staying up all nights just talking, making me smiling like a dummie just thinking about you, and thank you for all the memories. If I’m being honest I’m still heartbroken. You were my ride or die, my everything but now your gone. I made one mistake and you dropped me.

I don’t mean to annoy you by texting you but I never thought what my life would be like without you. I’m going to like your post on Instagram, see your snap story, and ask about you but that doesn’t mean I’m stalking you. I just miss you. tbh idek how we got here and I’m afraid that one day I have to say goodbye cuz these streets are dangerous (stay safe plss) and it’s gonna hurt.

I didn’t want us to end but you left like if I ain’t mean nun to you, you just said you single and left without a reason.  You see I ain’t break the promise look I’m still here, and if I won too cuz I did love you “more”. You probably wouldn’t read this cuz why you gonna read a paragraph from your ex Natalie but if u do read it and get this far I love you and always will, you said you’ll always love me no matter what but u lied.

I’m sorry to what I did to our relationship Ik it was my fault I hope u could forgive me. I wanna go back home again but your gonna end up leaving again cuz it ain’t the first time, but I just need to know is it so hard to just stay and work it out, is it hard to be 100% with me like I’ll understand. I will love to block all the niggas on my phone for you but if u leave I’ll have no one and you’ll have all your hoes. Everyday I try not to think about you cuz everything I do I cry cuz u hurt me Chris you left me like that’s shit hurt me odee bro.