Hey
You’re probably never gonna read this so I’m sending this letter out into the universe. Need an outlet for this loss I’m feeling.
As I’m writing this naiiyak ako. Di ko alam kung hindi lang tayo compatible or malaki gap natin sa communication, di ko din alam kung ako may kasalanan ng lahat.
Now i know naging ungrateful ako sayo. You gave me all my needs and made up for all the times you couldn’t be with me physically. I’m so sorry. I wish I could’ve been more understanding of you.
I had and i still have so many wishes for us.
Thank you for all the support u gave me. U really believed in me.
I’m sorry if I couldn’t trust you knowing your background, i really wanted to.
Despite everything i tried to accept all the things about you that I wouldn’t normally accept. I tried.
I’m sorry I’m the toxic one.
I’m sorry that you might never be able to read this. (Still kinda hoping you do)
It just doesn’t feel right without you.
Time will ultimately tell. Time will heal.
Despite it all. Despite my harsh words last time we spoke. I love you. And i am lucky to have been in a relationship with you.
I’m sorry if I’ve ever emasculated you. It was not my intention. 
I feel tactless with my words.
Sabi mo ayaw mo na and I understand it kahit masakit, kung hindi na kita pinapasaya malaya ka na.
Ang swerte nya sayo, ang totoo ingit na ingit ako sakanya. 
Anyone would be lucky to have you 🙂
Sad you might not be able to see this letter. I’m still hoping for a better outcome.
But whatever happens i will hold a space for you in my heart.
I’m sorry I wasn’t the girl you wanted me to be, i wish i could change myself.
Di mo alam baliw na baliw ako sayo.
Mahal na mahal kita.
Sana may chance pa.